Holy cow Mike, you are getting support from brand new quitters who don't even have a month in, how is that for badassery?
I had roughly 100-200 "next Fridays" in 17 years of dipping. It took this site and some brothers hitting me with quit logic and tough love to realize there is no "next Friday", just "NOW". Do it, and never look back.
^^^^^ YES ^^^^^
Addicts are liars...and we're really good at it. I used to make myself feel better about quitting because I could tell myself that it was "okay to dip now because I was quitting next week anyway, right?!!!"
HOLY SHIT!!! Worst part...I believed my own dumbass lies?!!! Think how stooopid that is. That is like a magician entertaining himself with his own stupid tricks. Yep, that's my card...how did I know which one was mine? Duh?!!!
There are lots of ways to quit...the right way, and all of the wrong ways. White knuckle, constipation, no sleep, anxiety, nervous cold turkey is the right way. The rest is like the bullshit you're telling yourself about quitting in the future. Do it now. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!