Had my doctor's visit today. The white patch disappeared a few days ago. The Dr. thought it might have been a canker sore and nothing to worry about. Had an Indentafi Oral Cancer Screen and it showed all tissue was clear. Doctor said I need to have gingival grafting done to patch up some gum recession at the place I held my dip. They will take some skin from the top of my mouth and graft that over the damaged area - that hasn't really sunk in yet so I guess I'm ok with it right now, but it doesn't sound like a whole lotta fun.
Now down to brass tacks. I quit the vape last week and just threw out my last two blister packs of nicotine gum...we'll see how I feel tomorrow morning.
See how you feel? As in, if you feel like shit, you better get back to killing yourself?
Listen man, now that the "scare" is over, what are you going to do with the good news. Use it to motivate your quit, don't shit all over it by continuing to tempt fate. Come on KG, get over to your November group and post roll. The freedom that you can enjoy if you just seize it will be life-changing.
Only you can want it bad enough for you though. Do you want it bad enough to give quitting 100% effort? Get over there and post roll, that's the start. There are almost a dozen posts already on your intro and you haven't even posted roll. Just imagine what the support will look like when we know you're serious...
