1st day half way through

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ParadigmDawg

Freak Buzz, are you really gone?

With that little girl telling me how much she loved me, I would find a quick way to strap on a really big pair, spit that crap out, get on here and post day one, take some abuse and freaking gain my life back.

You could be the man of your wife and Daughter's dreams right now so man the fuck up.
Oh little worm-dirt...you are so scary...F' OFF...!!!

ParadigmDawg

No roll call yesterday or so far today.

His hasn't responded to my PM.

He has my cell number and he didn't call or text so I know he didn't cave.

He better be out camping and his cell phone is dead!!!!!!
Oh little worm-dirt...you are so scary...F' OFF...!!!

cbird65

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Quote from: Minny
Quote from: buzzbartoStill quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@Ã,  nuts!
Which was which?
Never did find out! May have been a nic fit induced dilusion!
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buzzbarto

Quote from: Minny
Quote from: buzzbartoStill quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@Ã,  nuts!
Which was which?
Never did find out! May have been a nic fit induced dilusion!

Minny

Quote from: buzzbartoStill quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@ nuts!
Which was which?
Quit Date 7/12/13
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Pinched

Quote from: buzzbartoDay 3. I think I've gained 20lbs! Yesterday was the first day of the IL State Fair. Went for a while last night after work with the daughter. That was pretty tough. Really, really wanted a pinch. No matter how grumpy I got, she just kept saying I love you Daddy. Hang in there!
That sounds like a great supporter buzz. There are a lot of us on the forum close to you. I am right near STL and would love to add to your Accountability Stakeholders list.

Stay strong and remember your daughter is proud of you; but this is your QUIT brother. Do it because you want to have a lip when you smile on her wedding day but still do it for you.
"If you want to quit then stop talking and just QUIT. If you want to kill yourself a bullet is cheaper and faster than a tin, plus it eliminates my hearing you whine and cry like a bitch."

Best thing I have read on KTC...Submitted by tgafish on 7/3/14

Former Skoal Straight and Cope Longcut user that started at the age of 12. QUIT on 7/15/13

buzzbarto

Day 3. I think I've gained 20lbs! Yesterday was the first day of the IL State Fair. Went for a while last night after work with the daughter. That was pretty tough. Really, really wanted a pinch. No matter how grumpy I got, she just kept saying I love you Daddy. Hang in there!

buzzbarto

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Quote from: buzzbartoAll good. Made it to work. I sit at a desk. I figure up quotes for Aerial trucks and then draw them out with a CAD program. I dip, (dipped) all day. I stopped by the store this morning, and bought some mints, another can of non-tobacco chew, and some apple cinnamon mini rice cakes. Almost there, one more day.
buzz,
I now work a similar type of job as you do. I recommend a large glass of water each hour too. The frequent bathroom breaks will flush out the natural diuretics in the mints you will chew through (speaking from experience).

Holler if you need to talk. Sorry I didn't meant to ignore you in chat I was multitasking.

Pinched
Thanks, no problem. Had to get out of there anyway. Work-work-work.

Pinched

Quote from: buzzbartoAll good. Made it to work. I sit at a desk. I figure up quotes for Aerial trucks and then draw them out with a CAD program. I dip, (dipped) all day. I stopped by the store this morning, and bought some mints, another can of non-tobacco chew, and some apple cinnamon mini rice cakes. Almost there, one more day.
buzz,
I now work a similar type of job as you do. I recommend a large glass of water each hour too. The frequent bathroom breaks will flush out the natural diuretics in the mints you will chew through (speaking from experience).

Holler if you need to talk. Sorry I didn't meant to ignore you in chat I was multitasking.

Pinched
"If you want to quit then stop talking and just QUIT. If you want to kill yourself a bullet is cheaper and faster than a tin, plus it eliminates my hearing you whine and cry like a bitch."

Best thing I have read on KTC...Submitted by tgafish on 7/3/14

Former Skoal Straight and Cope Longcut user that started at the age of 12. QUIT on 7/15/13

ParadigmDawg

Quote from: buzzbartoAll good. Made it to work. I sit at a desk. I figure up quotes for Aerial trucks and then draw them out with a CAD program. I dip, (dipped) all day. I stopped by the store this morning, and bought some mints, another can of non-tobacco chew, and some apple cinnamon mini rice cakes. Almost there, one more day.
I am so glad you are hanging in there but I want to wash any perception that day 3 is some magical day where fairy's appear, your wallet gets fat and you become better looking.

72 hours is when the Nic should be out of your body but guess what, Your body is used to living on Nic and now it's going to fight you. Not trying to scare you, just making sure you are ready to dig in deep and get through the next little segment.

My wife also asked me if I was having second thoughts about our marriage or going through a mid-life crisis. I quit dipping, bought a new car and bought a new bike all within a couple of weeks and it freaked her out.

also, I agree...if the dog is snoring and the wife is licking...put the dog on the couch.
Oh little worm-dirt...you are so scary...F' OFF...!!!

kkljinc

Quote from: buzzbartoAll good. Made it to work. I sit at a desk. I figure up quotes for Aerial trucks and then draw them out with a CAD program. I dip, (dipped) all day. I stopped by the store this morning, and bought some mints, another can of non-tobacco chew, and some apple cinnamon mini rice cakes. Almost there, one more day.
Thats how we do it. Whatever it takes, to be quit. You post roll early, and be accountable. I quit with you today.

KK

buzzbarto

All good. Made it to work. I sit at a desk. I figure up quotes for Aerial trucks and then draw them out with a CAD program. I dip, (dipped) all day. I stopped by the store this morning, and bought some mints, another can of non-tobacco chew, and some apple cinnamon mini rice cakes. Almost there, one more day.

Radman

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Quote from: buzzbartoStill quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@Ã,  nuts!
man if the dog snores make him sleep on the couch. :blink:
Whatever you do, you CANNOT take this out on family, friends, or the dog. None of them made you an addict, so they don't deserve punishment. Dude, I am a pretty low-key sort of guy, but I had some serious rage issues early in my quit. My reccomendation is that you get your wife on board with what's happening. Get her to read The Spouse's section and talk it over with her. Unless she has overcome nicotine addiction herself, she has no idea what you're going through. She will (if she doesn't already) think you're being a prick for no reason. My wife thought I was considering divorce or something. After she read that, she became one of my biggest quit supporters. I think she loves KTC more than I do.

syndrome

Quote from: buzzbartoStill quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@ nuts!
man if the dog snores make him sleep on the couch. :blink:
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buzzbarto

Still quit! Mouth is getting sore. Slept decent last night. Only a few hours though. Ended up on the couch downstairs. Seriously thought I was going to beat the wife with the dog! One was snoring, and one was licking/grooming, driving me fu$#*@ nuts!