Today is Day 5. I now have a few sores in my mouth and continue to wake up every few hours and lose sleep. I have yet to experience "The Fog". But, just like the sores and the sleep, I'm sure this will begin soon enough. I have printed the "Contract to Quit' and the Spousal Information. My work takes me out of the country or out of state. At the moment, I am out of state and will be travelling home today to see my family and hopefully get a chance to cover everything with my wife. My son is only 2 1/2, so he won't understand (Right Now). When he is old enough I will be filling him in on the beast inside the can. I have been using the tobacco free Smokey Mtn. It's horrible stuff but tobacco free. I'm pretty sure this will not be habit forming due to the taste. I am also limiting my daily intake so that I don't continue to spend money on crutches. I can do this. Thank you all so much for checking in on my daily attempt at a log. I work for an engineering company on numerous construction sites all over the world as a "Health, Safety, Environmental Manager", so, I need to be the example for the employees I engage on a daily basis. I will at least post roll while I am home this weekend. I may not have a chance to get back to my daily log until Monday. But, I will continue to post my promise daily in Roll Call.
ODAAT