Day 4 on 35 plus years dipping Cope and Red Seal. I find myself doing ok then BOOM...dang a craving hits and I don't see it coming. I also find myself sort of wondering, i wonder what this would be like without some snuff...like sitting in a deer blind (which is just around the corner) or fishing or whatever...i saw a quote someone had on here, I'd credit them if I could find it again, about how that's called "romancing" and in reality, maybe it wasnt all that great. So yeah, in those 35 plus years I never really tried to quit. Then we had a birthday party last weekend, and for some reason, it just seemed like time. And I was out of snuff anyway. BUT...cleaning up, wouldnt you know, a half a can of Cope left behind. So i sort of just thought, ok...is this a sign? Either 1) ehhhh you can't stop, quit thinking about and here's some free snuff just to make sure OR was it 2) heres the last snuff, then no more. So, I kept that snuff and went thru it last weekend and when it was done I put that empty can in my dresser. That last dip was Oct 3rd. I want to keep that empty can as a trophy.
That was all real rambly, which is ok I guess...just "thoughts" . I am having some trouble working this website, like all the CTL-A CTL-X stuff, for a quit group. I'd like to be a part of that, but not sure I will figure that out. (I'm in IT too!).
I've read about the successes in here and am thankful that, while closing in on the end of Day 4, i can read up on how people are managing. It is very helpful.