Thanks Pab, I can just feel that the community here actually knows how it feels to quit. In previous "quitting attempts" no one around me knew what it was like being addicted to nicotine. no one understood what it was like to get mood swings due to the removal of that substance. But with all of these quitting brothers and tons of support this quit is different. This quit will be the last quit that I will ever need. This doesn't meant that it'll be easy, just that this time I am stacking the deck in my favor. The tools that I have found here and the dedication to seek help when needed and actually finding it is somethings that other places don't offer. Also I can then turn around after seeking help and offer help to others, which is freaking AMAZING. thanks for your support guys!!!