I'm done with it. Been dipping Kodiak for 20 years now, and the time is now. It has controlled my life for too long. I made my first legit attempt earlier this year and went 12 days, I was pissed at myself when I caved. Those 12 days were tough but, I was proud of myself at the end of each one. I am ready for that feeling again. I want to live! I flushed all my tins at about noon yesterday, and now I am sleepless staring at the ceiling at 2:30 in the morning, but I feel good. I will do this, failure is not an option.