Perhaps it is my easy demeanor that rubbed some the wrong way. There seems to be a lot of drama on this site, understandable considering the purpose of the site.
I didn't see any drama as I read your intro. While reading your initial intro your statements indicated your mind is not in where it needs to be to succeed. I read a a lot of addict speak and a some bad ass quitters trying to get your mind in the right place.
This is what is so great about this site. You will be told the truth about your addiction. We try and get your mind right, so that you never again for any reason put the filthy disgusting poison in your pie hole.
Question Why did it take you so long to come back with a reply? I'm going to take a guess here,, could be wrong. My guess is your trying to quit on your own and discovering it's pretty tough. Why don't you stay a while,, make some friends. You would be surprised how much this site will help you. There is some great people here and there is one thing we all know how to do here. QUIT!!!!! Would love to see you post roll and join us. Need some digits let me know.