Hello everyone,
I am now working on day 5 of my quit journey. I used to dip Skoal Mint after college and my wife busted me while I was cutting the grass one day. She was pregnant with our first son who is now 10 years old....I can't believe I am saying this...10 years to wake the f**k up. Anyway she wouldn't let me in to bed that night and so I quit for about 3 years and then started working at a new company where I a guy was dipping. Ah, what's a little pinch going to hurt. Well now here we are almost 7 years later and now buying two tins of Grizzly Mint every other day. I go to the gas station so much that the cashier seems me coming and gets two tins ready for me by the time I get to the counter. What a fucking dumbass as I sit here and type this. We can send a rocket to the moon but can be so controlled by some poison.
So everything blew up on my this week as I have continued to lie to my wife over the years that I quit, but never really did...I would just get smarter and get better hiding spaces and do a better job getting rid of the evidence....who am I kidding....I still tried to be incognito about doing it front of my son and tell him that we would be driving on the highway so he couldn't ride in front just so I could sneak a dip while we drove.
I could go on and on....Oh yeah, my stomach wasn't "feeling good" so I could go into the bathroom more while the family was home in order to sneak a dip.
The lies, the lies, the lies....what insanity.
Thank you to anyone who is reading the I look forward to being with you on my journey! Hall of Fame here we come.