lightly7, gmann, Bradleyguy, slug.go Smeds... What can I say? I look back to that first post here on KTC I remember that addict. I didn't think it was possible. I was scared. So many failed attempts in the past. Didn't know if there was hope. Thanks to all of you for your support. This is a TEAM fight for sure. I appreciate you all more than you know. You have helped save my life. I couldn't have done it without you. And that's the truth.
Well, you sure let your TEAM down. Get back in the fight!
Well said Slug.
Get back on that horse. Remember how much it sucked waking up each morning with sore ass gums? I do. And then being frightened and ashamed as shit when you went to the dentist? Yep, that too. Also nice having a few extra bucks in my pocket for pizza, tbell or spending on the dogs. There are countless reasons, find yours and stay committed.
Once you post in Jan 15' I will post each day with you.
How bad do you regret caving?
This makes me sad.
And angry.
You didn't own it. Do you understand what I mean? You need to own it... not only the baggage of being an addict, but the baggage of being an ACTIVE quitter. For awhile, and it differs for each one, you need to be resolved to the fact that quitting and being clean will be work. You get that?
Work.
You gave up. Plain and simple... You stopped caring about working on being quit and that's why you failed. Explain it away any way you want but you got lazy and you were weak.
You cannot afford that.
There will come a time when quitting is second nature and it is what you ARE instead of what you're DOING... You didn't reach that point. It owns you still.
How are you gonna change that and be the master?
Own it.