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Re: My quit
« Reply #28 on: September 14, 2014, 11:02:00 AM »
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I am here to explain myself. I caved this last weekend and let all of you down.

What happened? Well i can say a bunch of bullshit about what happened by saying i was drunk and UT was playing shitty and I Caved, but thats bullshit, I know it and y'all know it. I had some thought that dipping wasn't going to kill me and that my life would be no different without dip. I took a can from one of the pledges and immediately took one.

Why Did it Happen? It happened cause i thought that dip was more important than my life. Straight up. I have no good excuses for why it happened than that i didn't give a fuck about my own life and found dip more important than everything i have to live for. I felt that everything you supporters taught me was a load of horseshit at first. I came her thinking that i could waltz on the quit train and not have to put any effort into it and that y'all would drive the train to the finish line. I would post my HOF speech, stop posting roll, and live out the rest of my life without any problems. I hate having to learn the hard way but i am here to make things right and not waste my entire life with dirt in my mouth. Everyone asks for humble answers here. My humble answer is that I am just a dumb college kid who didn't listen to y'all's stories of wasting years of your life during and after college with that poison in your mouth. I never was humble growing up and i hated owning up to my mistakes, but after hearing people bash on me and every other college kid who comes to KTC, i am ready to be a different breed of college kid. I am ready to abandon the poison and live the rest of my life without dip.

What will you do differently this time? This time i will utilize all the resources that this site, and the fellow KTC members can give to me. I wasted yall's time by asking for phone numbers that i never used when i was needing help. Im fully committed to posting roll everyday from here on out and I will not only post roll in my group but in other groups to fully submit to the idea everyday. I hope y'all can accept my apology and take me back in with the December quit group. I know some of y'all hate me and think i am just some dumb fuck college kid, but i'm back and I am here to stay.
Much better, ut.

I believe you're serious. Now, on to the quitting. You've got my number. Use it. And, not when your staring a can in the face. You need to use your tools long before it gets to that point. I know you're in college and it'll be tough to avoid booze, but I'd encourage you to do so...at least for a couple of months. It may suck, but hey, what's your life and your future worth to you. I'd guess more than a couple of months of missing out on the partying.

Again, you got digits. Use your fuckin' head next time.
UT, own it this time. You kno what to to do, just do it this time. DonÂ’t way until the 11th hour to reach out, reach out today.
Those digits you have? Use them today to establish contact, not when UT is losing and youÂ’re craving. Do it today. QLF with you EDD, beginning today.
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Re: My quit
« Reply #27 on: September 13, 2014, 12:49:00 PM »
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And don't forget the UT accountability program!!!
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Re: My quit
« Reply #26 on: September 13, 2014, 12:49:00 PM »
UT, I'm glad to see you back here. I'm fucking pissed that you caved, but I'm glad to see you back. You get to experience the joys of the first three days all over again now. It's gonna suck and you only have yourself to blame. We are all here to help you but you have to decide to take the help. We can't quit for you. Quit, don't stop, and we're here. Hit me up if you need some digits. I'm only a few years out of college but I remember the temptations well.
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Re: My quit
« Reply #25 on: September 13, 2014, 11:22:00 AM »
And don't forget the UT accountability program!!!

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Re: My quit
« Reply #24 on: September 13, 2014, 07:57:00 AM »
We'll kid you lucked out. Always good to announce a cave on Friday afternoon. Not as many eyes on you. I want to help you, hundreds of us do. But you have to treat your addiction seriously. I am quit 444 days and during that time I have to have had 4,000 craves. I fought
off all of them, but unlike you I wasn't partying 3-4 nights a week, hanging around people who dipped, and all the other issues college guys have to face. So my advice, never be anywhere without a some sort of oral fixation reliever on you. Fake dip, gum, hard candy, seeds, tooth picks, etc. find out what works for you and then always have some in your pocket. You should be able to afford it since you are no longer buying dip.
Lastly I have seen so many college kids cave here. Prove me wrong by sending me a pm on 100 days. If I had to bet....no fucking way you get that far, but would love to be proven wrong.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #23 on: September 12, 2014, 10:48:00 PM »
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Re: My quit
« Reply #22 on: September 12, 2014, 08:34:00 PM »
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I am here to explain myself. I caved this last weekend and let all of you down.

What happened? Well i can say a bunch of bullshit about what happened by saying i was drunk and UT was playing shitty and I Caved, but thats bullshit, I know it and y'all know it. I had some thought that dipping wasn't going to kill me and that my life would be no different without dip. I took a can from one of the pledges and immediately took one.

Why Did it Happen? It happened cause i thought that dip was more important than my life. Straight up. I have no good excuses for why it happened than that i didn't give a fuck about my own life and found dip more important than everything i have to live for. I felt that everything you supporters taught me was a load of horseshit at first. I came her thinking that i could waltz on the quit train and not have to put any effort into it and that y'all would drive the train to the finish line. I would post my HOF speech, stop posting roll, and live out the rest of my life without any problems. I hate having to learn the hard way but i am here to make things right and not waste my entire life with dirt in my mouth. Everyone asks for humble answers here. My humble answer is that I am just a dumb college kid who didn't listen to y'all's stories of wasting years of your life during and after college with that poison in your mouth. I never was humble growing up and i hated owning up to my mistakes, but after hearing people bash on me and every other college kid who comes to KTC, i am ready to be a different breed of college kid. I am ready to abandon the poison and live the rest of my life without dip.

What will you do differently this time? This time i will utilize all the resources that this site, and the fellow KTC members can give to me. I wasted yall's time by asking for phone numbers that i never used when i was needing help. Im fully committed to posting roll everyday from here on out and I will not only post roll in my group but in other groups to fully submit to the idea everyday. I hope y'all can accept my apology and take me back in with the December quit group. I know some of y'all hate me and think i am just some dumb fuck college kid, but i'm back and I am here to stay.
Much better, ut.

I believe you're serious. Now, on to the quitting. You've got my number. Use it. And, not when your staring a can in the face. You need to use your tools long before it gets to that point. I know you're in college and it'll be tough to avoid booze, but I'd encourage you to do so...at least for a couple of months. It may suck, but hey, what's your life and your future worth to you. I'd guess more than a couple of months of missing out on the partying.

Again, you got digits. Use your fuckin' head next time.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #21 on: September 12, 2014, 08:14:00 PM »
I am here to explain myself. I caved this last weekend and let all of you down.

What happened? Well i can say a bunch of bullshit about what happened by saying i was drunk and UT was playing shitty and I Caved, but thats bullshit, I know it and y'all know it. I had some thought that dipping wasn't going to kill me and that my life would be no different without dip. I took a can from one of the pledges and immediately took one.

Why Did it Happen? It happened cause i thought that dip was more important than my life. Straight up. I have no good excuses for why it happened than that i didn't give a fuck about my own life and found dip more important than everything i have to live for. I felt that everything you supporters taught me was a load of horseshit at first. I came her thinking that i could waltz on the quit train and not have to put any effort into it and that y'all would drive the train to the finish line. I would post my HOF speech, stop posting roll, and live out the rest of my life without any problems. I hate having to learn the hard way but i am here to make things right and not waste my entire life with dirt in my mouth. Everyone asks for humble answers here. My humble answer is that I am just a dumb college kid who didn't listen to y'all's stories of wasting years of your life during and after college with that poison in your mouth. I never was humble growing up and i hated owning up to my mistakes, but after hearing people bash on me and every other college kid who comes to KTC, i am ready to be a different breed of college kid. I am ready to abandon the poison and live the rest of my life without dip.

What will you do differently this time? This time i will utilize all the resources that this site, and the fellow KTC members can give to me. I wasted yall's time by asking for phone numbers that i never used when i was needing help. Im fully committed to posting roll everyday from here on out and I will not only post roll in my group but in other groups to fully submit to the idea everyday. I hope y'all can accept my apology and take me back in with the December quit group. I know some of y'all hate me and think i am just some dumb fuck college kid, but i'm back and I am here to stay.
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Re: My quit
« Reply #20 on: September 12, 2014, 05:28:00 PM »
Took the cave post and carried it over to November.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #19 on: September 12, 2014, 05:27:00 PM »
UT posted this today in his intro. Do with it as you see fit. Above all use it to make your quit stronger. Watch out for alcohol early, it is a quit killer. Most of all don't put yourself in a position to cave without having adequate tools at your immediate disposal.
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I owe all of y'all an apology. I let everyone here that gave me so much support down but i also let myself down. I caved this last weekend while at a football game. I have no one to blame but myself. I know y'all talk about college kids and how stupid we are and i was fucking retarded for thinking one dip wouldn't hurt anything. I felt stupid for not turning to one person before i caved and made the stupid decision to put that shit again in my mouth. Y'all deserve to scold me for screwing up. I know now my word not mean much to y'all but after digging back into the can for a couple days i realized that my life is more important than the shit i put in my mouth. I hope my november group can eventually come to turns with my cave, even though i dont deserve the light of day from then. I understand i need to be better to my december brothers and get back on the quit train to save my life. I was one month free and i shat all over my commitment and halls support when i caved. I am here to man up and accept the consequences.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #18 on: September 12, 2014, 04:47:00 PM »
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I owe all of y'all an apology. I let everyone here that gave me so much support down but i also let myself down. I caved this last weekend while at a football game. I have no one to blame but myself. I know y'all talk about college kids and how stupid we are and i was fucking retarded for thinking one dip wouldn't hurt anything. I felt stupid for not turning to one person before i caved and made the stupid decision to put that shit again in my mouth. Y'all deserve to scold me for screwing up. I know now my word not mean much to y'all but after digging back into the can for a couple days i realized that my life is more important than the shit i put in my mouth. I hope my november group can eventually come to turns with my cave, even though i dont deserve the light of day from then. I understand i need to be better to my december brothers and get back on the quit train to save my life. I was one month free and i shat all over my commitment and halls support when i caved. I am here to man up and accept the consequences.
Well, thanks for getting back on here and being honest. As you know, you are f-ing with your very life. I'm done here. I'll let someone with more patience than myself talk with you.
I think you owe it to the November group to post this in the quit group chat. While I hate to hear that you were stupid enough to waste an entire month of quitting for a football game dip, I thank you as you have made my quit even that much stronger. 1 month quit and only a couple days after caving and you are back here saying you F'd up. That just reminds me to not make your same mistake as you.

So please man up to the November group and start over again in December. I hope you have a better grasp of this process this time.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #17 on: September 12, 2014, 04:13:00 PM »
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I owe all of y'all an apology. I let everyone here that gave me so much support down but i also let myself down. I caved this last weekend while at a football game. I have no one to blame but myself. I know y'all talk about college kids and how stupid we are and i was fucking retarded for thinking one dip wouldn't hurt anything. I felt stupid for not turning to one person before i caved and made the stupid decision to put that shit again in my mouth. Y'all deserve to scold me for screwing up. I know now my word not mean much to y'all but after digging back into the can for a couple days i realized that my life is more important than the shit i put in my mouth. I hope my november group can eventually come to turns with my cave, even though i dont deserve the light of day from then. I understand i need to be better to my december brothers and get back on the quit train to save my life. I was one month free and i shat all over my commitment and halls support when i caved. I am here to man up and accept the consequences.
Well, thanks for getting back on here and being honest. As you know, you are f-ing with your very life. I'm done here. I'll let someone with more patience than myself talk with you.

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Re: My quit
« Reply #16 on: September 12, 2014, 03:29:00 PM »
I owe all of y'all an apology. I let everyone here that gave me so much support down but i also let myself down. I caved this last weekend while at a football game. I have no one to blame but myself. I know y'all talk about college kids and how stupid we are and i was fucking retarded for thinking one dip wouldn't hurt anything. I felt stupid for not turning to one person before i caved and made the stupid decision to put that shit again in my mouth. Y'all deserve to scold me for screwing up. I know now my word not mean much to y'all but after digging back into the can for a couple days i realized that my life is more important than the shit i put in my mouth. I hope my november group can eventually come to turns with my cave, even though i dont deserve the light of day from then. I understand i need to be better to my december brothers and get back on the quit train to save my life. I was one month free and i shat all over my commitment and halls support when i caved. I am here to man up and accept the consequences.
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Re: My quit
« Reply #15 on: September 12, 2014, 03:25:00 PM »
'Popcorn'

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Re: My quit
« Reply #14 on: September 12, 2014, 01:21:00 PM »
Going to hijack this intro thread (my guess is it won't be noticed) to get a message out to all you college guys....stop jerking our chains! No one vanishes from this site quicker than college kids. All of us older guys wish we quit in college, and we know how caving now can lead to decades of additional dipping. So sack the fuck up college jag offs...and take your quits more seriously than one night.