Welcome doonan. This is the best decision you have ever made for yourself. It will also be the hardest thing you have ever done. Trust me. Getting chewed out by your lady is chicken feed compared to waking up at 3AM on Day 3 of your quit drenched in sweat, shaking and craving a dip stronger than anything you have ever known. The key for you is attitude. YOU ARE QUIT. No I hope I succeed. No I need this to work. None of that. Rather, I am quit. Take it day by day, which is what we do here. Post roll, rinse and repeat. Keep your word. You may have lied to others, but do not lie to me or anyone else on this site to whom you gave your word. We will hold you accountable. But we'll also be there for you at 3AM when you can't take it anymore. Glad to be quit with you.