I picked up and looked at this site 5 years ago and found some useful information for a totally failed quit attempt. Well 5 years, one marriage, 2 kids and a lot of gum recession later, I’m back on and I’ve finally at least created an account. My teeth hurt, my gums hurt, my tongue is sore and I’m consumed by the can. Every night I tell myself it’s the last night and I’m going to wake up and not throw that first one in...
I’m literally at the point where I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I constantly feel like the next dip I put in is coming out with a tooth... I don’t know what to do and I’m lost and hoping this forum will be the difference for me...
I had to stop on the way home today because my mouth hurt so bad I had to grab some mouthwash to help with tooth and gum sensitivity and I’ve kept my dip out since lunch... but simply due to the shear pain I feel in my jaw... I usually keep a pouch, sometimes even two in and no one can ever tell which is what makes it so easy to hide... it’s my dark little secret that has slowly crept up with me...
I feel like such a wimp posting on this group after 8 hours but it’s the anticipation of the next day that always kills me when I try to quit... I tell myself it’s going to be too hard, just do one more that morning and that will get you through the day but that never works... help me guys I’m desperate... I’m doing it for me, I’m doing it so my kids don’t have to grow up without a father, or a father with a hole in his face or no tongue to tell them he loves them...
I need this y’all, help please... it’s the worst habit I ever started... I hope I haven’t already broken any rules... but this is my declaration, the first declaration I’ve made Out of all the quit attempts and I need to be held accountable....
Thanks for reading...