Fuck ya, i can get used to comin in after a long ass day and seeing all this support! Again i appreciate all the comments, support, critique, advice all of it!
Today sucked, it really did im not going to lie. went through about a bag of sunflower seeds, a BIG bag! but its better than the shit that is used to being there. I think it helped a lot that at work today i was with a non-user and someone that i could talk to all day instead of someone who 1. Uses, or 2. just cant hold a conversation. It was tough, wanted to strangle some people but i got through it! 2 days down!
Now, for all the advice given to me, THANK YOU! the support is amazing and im really finding all this very helpful. I wanna give the fake stuff a go i do, ive heard great, and ive heard terrible things about it. i loved the seeds today they helped out a lot but id still like to give the fake a try on days where i start itchin, but i can make a promise to myself and all of you that if i do for some reason start itchin more because of such similarities, ill dump that shit, ill dump that shit quick!!
2 days, i feel good, i feel real fucking good!