So some people are pissed that you caved; think that possibly you're a waste of time? Well, they should be pissed, and if they weren't then you could say that they never really gave a damn. Obviously, that's not the case so you got that going for you.
Diesel pretty much nailed it for me when he asked you if caving for those 2 minutes solved/cured whatever it was that made you cave. I'm guessing no, because 1) you're back here, 2) you're pretty pissed off at yourself and 3) you're even more pissed that you let others down besides yourself.
Doug, I was in you're quit group, and appreciate that you were honest with us and yourself. You could have continued posting in March like it never happened. How would we know? But you didn't, so there's another thing going for you. Although, you're now in the April group, just know that it doesn't mean I won't be quitting with you just as hard every damn day, along with the rest of us here. Priorities brother, let's get it right this time.