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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #25 on: February 07, 2013, 07:12:00 AM »
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When I post roll I knockthefuck out of any possibility of using nic for today

Bout 30 seconds in is where I start the roll post process
So simple even Ryan can do it!

Every damned day!
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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #24 on: February 06, 2013, 07:54:00 PM »
Day 858

When I post roll I knockthefuck out of any possibility of using nic for today

Bout 30 seconds in is where I start the roll post process

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #23 on: July 06, 2012, 02:28:00 PM »
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Again good advice and much appreciated.  Only human nature to look to the future sometimes.  I'm quit for tomorrow no doubt, and not going to get ahead of myself,  but always good to hear better days are ahead from a vet after having a rough day like I had today,  is all.  Thanks again!
Dunno what day you are on but it is almost freaky how funks hit the majority of people at the same general time frames. 30, 80, 125, 250, 400, 700....then nothing for LOoT. Some say one hits about 1000 but not for LOOT.

Notice the funks are separated by longer periods of time. They always last 7-10 days. They always end. You know they are coming and now you know when. Rest up for them when things are good.

LOOT has gone damned near 1900 days with nothing he could attribute to nic cessation. It's wonderful. The voices in the cstore will stop calling you...promise. The days get better. You will heal.

Never again for any reason.
Good to know, thanks. Tomorrow will be day 34 for me I think I'm on the tail end of some funk period. Wife booked a cottage for July 22nd-26th. I'm scared shiftless to go. My kids are pumped of course, hope the funk doesn't come on vacation with us.
You'll feel like a million bucks in a few days.

Push thru bro. You have no choice.
Loot told RT about these funks, they hit like clockwork. The 1000 day hit me at 1095. Do the math on that one.

What ever funk you may or may not have while on vacation, it will be a hell if alot easier to deal with than sneaking around and covering your tracks while trying to get a fix.

If you qant to see how a quit transforms over time, pick any older group and read it front to back. There was a time when I had read every group on the site. Its really quite entertaining.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #22 on: July 05, 2012, 11:30:00 PM »
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Again good advice and much appreciated.  Only human nature to look to the future sometimes.  I'm quit for tomorrow no doubt, and not going to get ahead of myself,  but always good to hear better days are ahead from a vet after having a rough day like I had today,  is all.  Thanks again!
Dunno what day you are on but it is almost freaky how funks hit the majority of people at the same general time frames. 30, 80, 125, 250, 400, 700....then nothing for LOoT. Some say one hits about 1000 but not for LOOT.

Notice the funks are separated by longer periods of time. They always last 7-10 days. They always end. You know they are coming and now you know when. Rest up for them when things are good.

LOOT has gone damned near 1900 days with nothing he could attribute to nic cessation. It's wonderful. The voices in the cstore will stop calling you...promise. The days get better. You will heal.

Never again for any reason.
Good to know, thanks. Tomorrow will be day 34 for me I think I'm on the tail end of some funk period. Wife booked a cottage for July 22nd-26th. I'm scared shiftless to go. My kids are pumped of course, hope the funk doesn't come on vacation with us.
You'll feel like a million bucks in a few days.

Push thru bro. You have no choice.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #21 on: July 05, 2012, 11:28:00 PM »
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Again good advice and much appreciated.  Only human nature to look to the future sometimes.  I'm quit for tomorrow no doubt, and not going to get ahead of myself,  but always good to hear better days are ahead from a vet after having a rough day like I had today,  is all.  Thanks again!
Dunno what day you are on but it is almost freaky how funks hit the majority of people at the same general time frames. 30, 80, 125, 250, 400, 700....then nothing for LOoT. Some say one hits about 1000 but not for LOOT.

Notice the funks are separated by longer periods of time. They always last 7-10 days. They always end. You know they are coming and now you know when. Rest up for them when things are good.

LOOT has gone damned near 1900 days with nothing he could attribute to nic cessation. It's wonderful. The voices in the cstore will stop calling you...promise. The days get better. You will heal.

Never again for any reason.
Good to know, thanks. Tomorrow will be day 34 for me I think I'm on the tail end of some funk period. Wife booked a cottage for July 22nd-26th. I'm scared shiftless to go. My kids are pumped of course, hope the funk doesn't come on vacation with us.
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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #20 on: July 05, 2012, 11:21:00 PM »
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Again good advice and much appreciated. Only human nature to look to the future sometimes. I'm quit for tomorrow no doubt, and not going to get ahead of myself, but always good to hear better days are ahead from a vet after having a rough day like I had today, is all. Thanks again!
Dunno what day you are on but it is almost freaky how funks hit the majority of people at the same general time frames. 30, 80, 125, 250, 400, 700....then nothing for LOoT. Some say one hits about 1000 but not for LOOT.

Notice the funks are separated by longer periods of time. They always last 7-10 days. They always end. You know they are coming and now you know when. Rest up for them when things are good.

LOOT has gone damned near 1900 days with nothing he could attribute to nic cessation. It's wonderful. The voices in the cstore will stop calling you...promise. The days get better. You will heal.

Never again for any reason.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #19 on: July 05, 2012, 11:11:00 PM »
Again good advice and much appreciated. Only human nature to look to the future sometimes. I'm quit for tomorrow no doubt, and not going to get ahead of myself, but always good to hear better days are ahead from a vet after having a rough day like I had today, is all. Thanks again!
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #18 on: July 05, 2012, 11:09:00 PM »
You should know there is a 400 day funk. Be ready for it.

There is also. 700 day funk too

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #17 on: July 05, 2012, 10:52:00 PM »
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Quote from: ryan
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Quote from: ryan
http://www.nicofix.com/nicofix.html

Nicotine hand gel.

What the fuck?  Really? 

Saw this shit at a gas station today. Tobacco industry is at a new low.  New ways, new delivery systems for poison. I'm damn glad we're quit. Nicotine addiction is preposterous.

**New guys- using this hand gel as an anal lubricant is considered a cave. **
Hello. I'm a newbie here, 33 days quit. I just read that you are over 500 days quit, which is awesome, but you nearly caved recently. Was it easy to resist? Do u feel good most days and just had a weak moment? At 500 days I kind of figured things would be a lot easier than day 33, are they really? I know people always say things will get better but a lot of these stories make me wonder sometimes. I cant be in the brain of a 500+ day quitter but I just wondered if you could expond on how different a near cave is at day 500 as compared to day 30 or so.
sorry i hijacked your question deisel. what's different at day 500 than it is at day 33? it boils down to complacency, i think. at day 33, you are still wrapped up in the nic bitches blanket and trying to break free. at day 500 (or, at least for me, day 411) it was complacency that killed this beast.

it gets easier. it gets a lot easier. there are many days when you just plain forget that you dipped. but there are also those days where you say 'one can't hurt.' complacency will get you to believe that one can't hurt. the craves will fade deisel. you need to stay here to keep them away. never let your guard down. no matter how much you think "i got this" - you don't. you never "got this."

you quit today. then tomorrow, you wake up and quit again. and you continue to do that for the rest of your life. but that won't matter. as long as you quit today.
the difference between where i am and where i was at day 2, 20, 52, 87 or 481 is that i choose to quit and cavers choose to cave. it has gotten easier, but every morning i make a choice that i will be quit.

some days, no troubles. easy quit.

other days. the day i was shook down. worked down, hot as fu ck, steady phone calls from cunty customers asking asinine questions. employees laying down, am i making money? is this shit worth it? why not hammer down a lip full and remember and old friend?

1. my quit is too important to me
2. i've promised too many people
3. i love those people
4. i'm better than that. be a better person. what i work for everyday
5. quit. post roll. see you fuckers tomorrow.
6. keep my word. what else do we have? you think your skinny jeans make you cool? keep your word, that shit is classic.
Pure genius. Such and honor to quit with you ryan that is brilliant. I can't echo that enough. Every time I think about letting myself down I know I can't let my brothers down, this community is just too damn improtant to me. I've met the kinda people on KTC that renew my faith in man kind.
Quit with you all today
We practice in good times for when the bad times occur.

Quitting is a state of mind, but it can lead to "not using" which is dangerous because it is not quit. It can lead you to forget how hard you fought to break free. It can lead to you forgetting what to do in case of emergency. It will lead you to using.

Posting roll everyday establishes your quit. It reminds you that you are not superman. It's planning.

We all have bad times and we don't know when they will occur. Just a little planning and a lot of want can carry you through. Establishing connections with your brothers is also a great idea because its easier to turn to a friend than it is a random number in times of trouble.

Finally, Fuck day 500. Quit for today. No longer. No shorter. Elongating a quit is very easy at this stage, and it can drown you if you let it. You'll never make it to 500 if you can't make it to 35. Fuck the future.
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #16 on: July 05, 2012, 10:39:00 PM »
Quote from: ryan
Quote from: per034
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: ryan
http://www.nicofix.com/nicofix.html

Nicotine hand gel.

What the fuck?  Really? 

Saw this shit at a gas station today. Tobacco industry is at a new low.  New ways, new delivery systems for poison. I'm damn glad we're quit. Nicotine addiction is preposterous.

**New guys- using this hand gel as an anal lubricant is considered a cave. **
Hello. I'm a newbie here, 33 days quit. I just read that you are over 500 days quit, which is awesome, but you nearly caved recently. Was it easy to resist? Do u feel good most days and just had a weak moment? At 500 days I kind of figured things would be a lot easier than day 33, are they really? I know people always say things will get better but a lot of these stories make me wonder sometimes. I cant be in the brain of a 500+ day quitter but I just wondered if you could expond on how different a near cave is at day 500 as compared to day 30 or so.
sorry i hijacked your question deisel. what's different at day 500 than it is at day 33? it boils down to complacency, i think. at day 33, you are still wrapped up in the nic bitches blanket and trying to break free. at day 500 (or, at least for me, day 411) it was complacency that killed this beast.

it gets easier. it gets a lot easier. there are many days when you just plain forget that you dipped. but there are also those days where you say 'one can't hurt.' complacency will get you to believe that one can't hurt. the craves will fade deisel. you need to stay here to keep them away. never let your guard down. no matter how much you think "i got this" - you don't. you never "got this."

you quit today. then tomorrow, you wake up and quit again. and you continue to do that for the rest of your life. but that won't matter. as long as you quit today.
the difference between where i am and where i was at day 2, 20, 52, 87 or 481 is that i choose to quit and cavers choose to cave. it has gotten easier, but every morning i make a choice that i will be quit.

some days, no troubles. easy quit.

other days. the day i was shook down. worked down, hot as fu ck, steady phone calls from cunty customers asking asinine questions. employees laying down, am i making money? is this shit worth it? why not hammer down a lip full and remember and old friend?

1. my quit is too important to me
2. i've promised too many people
3. i love those people
4. i'm better than that. be a better person. what i work for everyday
5. quit. post roll. see you fuckers tomorrow.
6. keep my word. what else do we have? you think your skinny jeans make you cool? keep your word, that shit is classic.
Pure genius. Such and honor to quit with you ryan that is brilliant. I can't echo that enough. Every time I think about letting myself down I know I can't let my brothers down, this community is just too damn improtant to me. I've met the kinda people on KTC that renew my faith in man kind.
Quit with you all today

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #15 on: July 05, 2012, 10:27:00 PM »
Quote from: per034
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: ryan
http://www.nicofix.com/nicofix.html

Nicotine hand gel.

What the fuck?  Really? 

Saw this shit at a gas station today. Tobacco industry is at a new low.  New ways, new delivery systems for poison. I'm damn glad we're quit. Nicotine addiction is preposterous.

**New guys- using this hand gel as an anal lubricant is considered a cave. **
Hello. I'm a newbie here, 33 days quit. I just read that you are over 500 days quit, which is awesome, but you nearly caved recently. Was it easy to resist? Do u feel good most days and just had a weak moment? At 500 days I kind of figured things would be a lot easier than day 33, are they really? I know people always say things will get better but a lot of these stories make me wonder sometimes. I cant be in the brain of a 500+ day quitter but I just wondered if you could expond on how different a near cave is at day 500 as compared to day 30 or so.
sorry i hijacked your question deisel. what's different at day 500 than it is at day 33? it boils down to complacency, i think. at day 33, you are still wrapped up in the nic bitches blanket and trying to break free. at day 500 (or, at least for me, day 411) it was complacency that killed this beast.

it gets easier. it gets a lot easier. there are many days when you just plain forget that you dipped. but there are also those days where you say 'one can't hurt.' complacency will get you to believe that one can't hurt. the craves will fade deisel. you need to stay here to keep them away. never let your guard down. no matter how much you think "i got this" - you don't. you never "got this."

you quit today. then tomorrow, you wake up and quit again. and you continue to do that for the rest of your life. but that won't matter. as long as you quit today.
the difference between where i am and where i was at day 2, 20, 52, 87 or 481 is that i choose to quit and cavers choose to cave. it has gotten easier, but every morning i make a choice that i will be quit.

some days, no troubles. easy quit.

other days. the day i was shook down. worked down, hot as fu ck, steady phone calls from cunty customers asking asinine questions. employees laying down, am i making money? is this shit worth it? why not hammer down a lip full and remember and old friend?

1. my quit is too important to me
2. i've promised too many people
3. i love those people
4. i'm better than that. be a better person. what i work for everyday
5. quit. post roll. see you fuckers tomorrow.
6. keep my word. what else do we have? you think your skinny jeans make you cool? keep your word, that shit is classic.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #14 on: July 05, 2012, 10:10:00 PM »
Great advice. Just hard sometimes to match up state of mind of a 500 day quitter to that of a 30 day quitter like myself. Thanks for the perspective. Days where u don't think about dip...God I cant wait for that day...but I will keep my guard up when it comes!!!
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #13 on: July 05, 2012, 09:56:00 PM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: ryan
http://www.nicofix.com/nicofix.html

Nicotine hand gel.

What the fuck?  Really? 

Saw this shit at a gas station today. Tobacco industry is at a new low.  New ways, new delivery systems for poison. I'm damn glad we're quit. Nicotine addiction is preposterous.

**New guys- using this hand gel as an anal lubricant is considered a cave. **
Hello. I'm a newbie here, 33 days quit. I just read that you are over 500 days quit, which is awesome, but you nearly caved recently. Was it easy to resist? Do u feel good most days and just had a weak moment? At 500 days I kind of figured things would be a lot easier than day 33, are they really? I know people always say things will get better but a lot of these stories make me wonder sometimes. I cant be in the brain of a 500+ day quitter but I just wondered if you could expond on how different a near cave is at day 500 as compared to day 30 or so.
sorry i hijacked your question deisel. what's different at day 500 than it is at day 33? it boils down to complacency, i think. at day 33, you are still wrapped up in the nic bitches blanket and trying to break free. at day 500 (or, at least for me, day 411) it was complacency that killed this beast.

it gets easier. it gets a lot easier. there are many days when you just plain forget that you dipped. but there are also those days where you say 'one can't hurt.' complacency will get you to believe that one can't hurt. the craves will fade deisel. you need to stay here to keep them away. never let your guard down. no matter how much you think "i got this" - you don't. you never "got this."

you quit today. then tomorrow, you wake up and quit again. and you continue to do that for the rest of your life. but that won't matter. as long as you quit today.
The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #12 on: July 05, 2012, 09:42:00 PM »
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in order to cave I've gotta make about 12 phone calls and get permission.
i forgot this. and i'm a piece of shit for forgetting it. thanks ryan.
The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

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Re: Quitter- Free to a good home
« Reply #11 on: July 05, 2012, 09:26:00 PM »
Quote from: ryan
http://www.nicofix.com/nicofix.html

Nicotine hand gel.

What the fuck? Really?

Saw this shit at a gas station today. Tobacco industry is at a new low. New ways, new delivery systems for poison. I'm damn glad we're quit. Nicotine addiction is preposterous.

**New guys- using this hand gel as an anal lubricant is considered a cave. **
Hello. I'm a newbie here, 33 days quit. I just read that you are over 500 days quit, which is awesome, but you nearly caved recently. Was it easy to resist? Do u feel good most days and just had a weak moment? At 500 days I kind of figured things would be a lot easier than day 33, are they really? I know people always say things will get better but a lot of these stories make me wonder sometimes. I cant be in the brain of a 500+ day quitter but I just wondered if you could expond on how different a near cave is at day 500 as compared to day 30 or so.
Quit 06/04/12
HOF 9/11/12
2nd floor 12/20/12
3rd floor 03/30/13
4th floor 07/08/13
5th floor 10/16/13
6th floor 01/24/14
7th floor 05/04/14
8th floor 08/12/14
9th floor 10/20/14
Comma 02/28/15
11th floor 06/08/15
12th floor 09/16/15
13th floor 12/25/15
14th floor 04/03/16
15th floor 7/11/16
16th floor 10/20/16
17th floor 01/27/17
18th floor 05/08/17
19th floor 08/14/17
20th floor 11/27/17
21st floor 03/11/18

"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."