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Offline Stranger999

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #266 on: April 02, 2017, 10:53:00 PM »
I've been off weed longer than I've quit nicotine. Doesn't mean that I will never use weed again, but I have avoided it purposely for two years because all it does is make me paranoid and it also makes me feel stupid. I used to think that getting high made me cool somehow. That is really a lie - getting high is just a waste of your time and your money. If getting high leads to a cave that would be awful. Best to take pot off the table until you know for sure.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #265 on: April 01, 2017, 10:14:00 PM »
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Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
GB. I have cave dreams every month and I'm over 900 days. They remind me how close to the edge we always are, but with the tools we have now, there is no way we are going over.

Post roll without fail. Keep your word. Lean on your brothers any time.

Quit with you CJ.
Hey dude. Stranger GroupMe'd this. We are bumping the 600 day mark. We got this. You did the right thing by reaching out. i will pm you my info. You gave us your promise about no nic so we are good today. Lets work tomorrow as it comes.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #264 on: April 01, 2017, 08:57:00 PM »
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Quote from: tjschu
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321
Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
GB. I have cave dreams every month and I'm over 900 days. They remind me how close to the edge we always are, but with the tools we have now, there is no way we are going over.

Post roll without fail. Keep your word. Lean on your brothers any time.

Quit with you CJ.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #263 on: April 01, 2017, 08:32:00 PM »
Quote from: tjschu
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321
Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #262 on: April 01, 2017, 05:51:00 PM »
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321
Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #261 on: April 01, 2017, 04:16:00 PM »
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Quote from: gb321
Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #260 on: April 01, 2017, 03:10:00 PM »
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Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #259 on: April 01, 2017, 03:04:00 PM »
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Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
Too me its seems to be a slippery slope.
You are doing what it takes by reaching out.
Get in this intro thread daily and start encouraging new quit as they enter. Even 1 or 3 a day.
Other than that...use your tools...text and let them know you want more accountability right now.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #258 on: April 01, 2017, 02:58:00 PM »
Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #257 on: January 23, 2017, 07:54:00 AM »
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Congratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!
Great job GB. Proud to be quit with you in Dec '15. Freedom from the nic for 500 days. Excellent
Congrats on the 5th floor man!!! Proud to quit with you EDD!!!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #256 on: January 23, 2017, 07:24:00 AM »
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Congratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!
Great job GB. Proud to be quit with you in Dec '15. Freedom from the nic for 500 days. Excellent
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #255 on: January 23, 2017, 06:49:00 AM »
Congratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #254 on: October 16, 2016, 03:48:00 PM »
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Nice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)
Congrats, great fight, keep it going!
Keep on keeping on! Congratulations!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #253 on: October 16, 2016, 02:46:00 PM »
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Nice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)
Congrats, great fight, keep it going!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #252 on: October 15, 2016, 07:54:00 PM »
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Nice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)
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