I quit 20 days ago new to ktc

Started by gb321, February 22, 2015, 07:27:00 PM

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Stranger999

I've been off weed longer than I've quit nicotine. Doesn't mean that I will never use weed again, but I have avoided it purposely for two years because all it does is make me paranoid and it also makes me feel stupid. I used to think that getting high made me cool somehow. That is really a lie - getting high is just a waste of your time and your money. If getting high leads to a cave that would be awful. Best to take pot off the table until you know for sure.

JGlav

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Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
GB. I have cave dreams every month and I'm over 900 days. They remind me how close to the edge we always are, but with the tools we have now, there is no way we are going over.

Post roll without fail. Keep your word. Lean on your brothers any time.

Quit with you CJ.
Hey dude. Stranger GroupMe'd this. We are bumping the 600 day mark. We got this. You did the right thing by reaching out. i will pm you my info. You gave us your promise about no nic so we are good today. Lets work tomorrow as it comes.

ChristopherJ

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Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
GB. I have cave dreams every month and I'm over 900 days. They remind me how close to the edge we always are, but with the tools we have now, there is no way we are going over.

Post roll without fail. Keep your word. Lean on your brothers any time.

Quit with you CJ.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

AppleJack

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Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything
I'm gonna be the asshole here...

Dude... sack the fuck up. Serioulsy.

Almost 600 days? This Charlie Brown wishy-washy-whiny crap has to stop.

Soak that in... Six. Hundred. Days.
Most real men own it by this point. What's your deal?

You don't deserve to be coddled...
You deserve the the truth... Man. The. Fuck. Up.
Well, it’s one louder, isn’t it? It’s not ten.

Tjschu

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Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!
Stay strong man ODAAT! take a more active roll in our group and new ones. I am emailing you my number let me know if you need anything

Stranger999

Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.
The 5th floor hasn't been smooth sailing for me either. Keep using your tools and you can get past this. Find other reasons to be here besides roll. Swap digits with one of the newer quitters and post roll with them too. The more involved you are the less likely you are to ever leave.

I quit with you today GB!

worktowin

Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
You posted roll. So no reason to be scared.

Ross I'm always a text away. We are a team. Failure is not an option. We don't let our team down. Lean on me and the rest of your team in hard times. We win together. We fail alone.

ChickDip

Quote from: gb321Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks
Too me its seems to be a slippery slope.
You are doing what it takes by reaching out.
Get in this intro thread daily and start encouraging new quit as they enter. Even 1 or 3 a day.
Other than that...use your tools...text and let them know you want more accountability right now.
IQWYT
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

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gb321

Ok I don't know how to put it. I need help, I feel like I've been slipping away from here. I feel like I can make it on my own but deep down I know I can't. I'm on day 568. I know that even just a few days away from here is all it takes to cave, even this late in a quit. I feel different. I had a cave dream not too long ago. Hell last night I smoked a little weed with my friends, and I hate weed. We passed around a joint. If I keep slipping away could that joint turn into a blunt? Dare I say it even a cigarette? I felt like I had to say I smoked weed because I don't want it to turn into a big problem. No I didn't cave but I feel so detached that I'm scared I might one day. Sorry for this rant it's not like me but I felt like I had something to say so I said it. Stay quit folks

Tjschu

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Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!
Great job GB. Proud to be quit with you in Dec '15. Freedom from the nic for 500 days. Excellent
Congrats on the 5th floor man!!! Proud to quit with you EDD!!!

JGlav

Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!
Great job GB. Proud to be quit with you in Dec '15. Freedom from the nic for 500 days. Excellent

worktowin

Congratulations on 500 days of bad ass winning!

You've fought hard; now you know what winning tastes like.

It is an honor to quit with you! Enjoy this huge win!

pab1964

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Quote from: worktowinNice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)
Congrats, great fight, keep it going!
Keep on keeping on! Congratulations!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

ChickDip

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Quote from: worktowinNice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)
Congrats, great fight, keep it going!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

Stranger999

Quote from: worktowinNice 4th Floor GB!!! Keep winning one day at a time!!!
Congrats GB!! It is great to quit with you in December! :)