I have come to understand that the nic bitch is a lot like Satan. Satan like's to attack those that are strong (BAQ's) and have a firm belief in God (THE QUIT), as Satan know's that if he can knock you down, he will keep you from making more disciples (QUITTERS).
one day before my HOF, my 16 year old decides to exercise that teenage attitude that everything revolves around me...i am my own universe. As any good parent would do, we step in swiftly with consequence as well as try to use this as a teachable moment Not so easy this time, what ensues is an irrational child going way to far to push mom and dads buttons, and not take ownership for their behavior. To the point where Dad has to remove himself from the situation or he may blow a gasket. Prior to my quit i would retreat into my man cave, and stuff my face with my cancer causing pacifier.....thinking that the nic bitch will make it all better.
It has been before my quit that i have had to endure a situation like this with one of my kids. Today I retreated to my man cave...and had to calm myself another way.....by going to my intro page and writing this out.
I'm all good now, but man was i tested today....the day before my HOF....NOT TODAY YOU BITCH!