Congrats on Day 2!!! What you're feeling is recovery, freedom, healing...embrace it!!! The Nic Bitch doesn't give up her victims just for the asking. You've got to earn your freedom. But here's the cool part...look at roll call, not just August '12, but all of those quit groups...all of those people you see there are bad-ass quitters...like yourself. Pretty cool, huh?
See, nobody gets out for free. It doesn't matter where you're from or who your daddy is. It doesn't matter who you know or how much money you have. Nobody can write you a note, or do this for you. Pills, patches are for pussies. There are no short-cuts...so don't look for one. Every bad-ass quitter you saw in the rolls has been right where you are right now. And every last one of them has your back right now.
So embrace the suck...really take note of how "great" you feel. Welcome to your new life, brother!!! You can do this!!!