Hey All,
Thanks to everyone for all of your support. I couldn't have made this this far without it.
I am going strong in the middle of day three. Today hasn't been too bad. Yesterday, on the other hand, was tough. I just about lost my mind, just a ton of anxiety, fog, and rage.
During my fog yesterday, I thought about the weeks leading up to my decision to quit. I was maybe going through a can every few days, and I could go a few hours without a dip.
Starting going through a few personal things, and I really ramped up my use. Went from a can every few days to a can and a half a day, over the course of maybe two weeks or so. Pretty much went that whole time with a dip in, from the time I woke up until the time I went to sleep. Then I decided to quit cold turkey.
What really pissed me off is that Im probably the first guy to ramp up his dipping before quitting. WTF?!? That made yesterday just that much worse..
Had a few cravings today, but I held it together pretty well. I'll take on tomorrow when it comes. July quitters, keep going strong! Lets hear how your quit is going...