My name is Seth from Colorado. I have chewed since I was 14. 1 can per day for 30+ years. I am currently in the brain fog, took me an hour to figure out how the blog works.
This is the end of the line for me and dipping.
Where y'at Colorado? Only way to do this, once you've decided, is to jump off with both feet. It's gonna suck for awhile, then it's gonna still suck, just not as much, until one day in the future it won't suck. Don't worry about that. Worry about this minute, this second....RIGHT NOW. That's all you have control over, anyways.
Read as much as you can about this site and your addiction (OUR addiction). Know that nicotine withdrawals won't kill you, even though it may seem like it at times. Man up, post your word, don't use the stuff, do whatever you have to do build a web of accountability, then repeat, daily, every day. It may seem weird, but it works. BUT ONLY if YOU do the work required.