i meant to get back to this on my HOF day and update...but once again better late than never.....i'm at 129 today...i'll be posting 130 tomorrow morning......this is about 125 days longer than any other quit/stoppage i've had since Feb1986....so i've got that going for me and thats nice
Not sure if its the change in weather or maybe just a post HOF funk...but these past few weeks have been a little rough....not week 1 or 2 rough....just harder than i guessed it would be at this point in my quit.....any way...its nothing that i can't manage.....at times when i'm feeling tweekish, i spend a little more time on this site or jump on LiveChat.....
Its become very clear that the HOF (100days) is just another day...there was no miracle feeling of euphoria that day....the fun bus (with midgets, strippers, and balloons) didn't stop by the house and pick me up....the HOF is just the first piss stop on very long road to happy town....its an accomplishment that i'm very proud of and i don't plan on repeating that 1st 100 days ever again.....i've mentioned this a few times over the last couple days and i truly believe it: I dipped for 29 years, there is no way I can be anything near cured after 100 days...I did this to myself and I'll be fighting this bitch for a long time
There are a few vets and ragers I'd like to mention....these BAQs have helped me get this far:
Mat849 (if u didn't PM me on day 1 - i never would have stayed), Candoit, Tuco, Jabr, Pre, Med, Bro.....sorry if i missed anyone
I Quit Like Fuck every day.... i do that for myself, my family, and my March Rage Brothers