Thank you all so much for the encouragment. Just for future reference I am a female lol. I know that isn't seen very much. I am reading up in the welcoming center now bought some sunflower seeds and threw my can in the trash. I'm gonna do this!
There are a lot of badass girl quitters here. Let's get your name on roll and you can be one too! Welcome. You are in the best place to really quit once and for all. You can do this!
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Being an addict is easy. Quitting is hard. Only the toughest among us can quit. Are you bad ass chick? Are you a woman of your word? When you shake my hand, can I know that you will honor your promise?
The program here is really simple. There are quit groups, and when you quit you make damn sure you have no nicotine of any sort anywhere, and then you post your name on that list. For that calendar day, you stay quit. It is your promise to yourself, but more importantly your team on this site - others fighting the same battle as you - that you will stay nicotine free for that day and that day only.
The next day you wake up...before you do anything, I mean first thing here dudette, you post your word again. Same promise- one day only. Repeat.
Team mentality you bad ass. Do you play bunko and get trashed drinking $2 moscato wine while pretending to be caring about a card game? Imagine being the star player on your bad ass bunko team with 5 minutes left and deciding you wanted to go get a cheeseburger, so you call for a time out, get up from the table and smash your wine glass down, and tell your friends to fuck off then you throw your ace of spades on the ground like a douchebagette and walk to your little Mini Cooper and go get a burger. Are you that girl? If your word is good, you aren't. If you can't keep your word, if you aren't willing to put your name on that list, you are that dudette.
I'll watch for your name to pop up on the list.
You aren't alone here. We understand. You can do this.