Mns36 came into chat last night with his friend and verbally attacked me. I really could care less about his cruelty, as his rantings proved himself to be the most idiotic individual I have ever conversed with. I also found it quite humorous that he felt two were needed for an attack on little me.
What was an issue however, was that there was a new quitter present at the time who mns36 also proceeded to bash. I told mns that he was bashing a new quitter and that he should not be doing what he was doing, yet he continued to rage on.
You can probably gather that I am not one to back down or ignore an attack, and the chat room was not pretty. I am very worried that the new quitter will not return here again.
Anytime I have posted an opinion on this website, the men have gone nuts on me, twisting my words and turning it into something it is not. They have always gone against me even though I do make valid points.
A quick refresher -
I like smokers and ex-smokers alike
I am concerned for the future of KTC
There is little help for chewers
Never did I say or imply in any way that current ex-smokers should leave KTC
I expressed an opinion because I felt like it
The last bit of new information you will receive from me -
1. When I came to this site I never planned to post anything, ever, yet I was repeatedly told to post anything and everything I desired because it would help my quit. I now have to strongly advise all new quitters NOT to do this! I am sorry that I steered you wrong.
2. I am extremely passionate about chewers quitting. To me it is completely different than smoking. Like someone that loses a loved one to breast cancer and then spends their life fighting for a cure for JUST breast cancer, I am an ex-chewer that, until today, planned to dedicate a huge part of my life to helping JUST chewers to quit. I work at the post office, and I wear my KTC sweatshirt and t-shirts when I work the counter. Remember I HID my addiction for 19 years. I do this in hopes that someone will ask me about it. I purchased the clothing for that purpose. I have called out every chewer I have seen since I joined here and have embarrassed a few who thought they were hiding it. No chewer gets past me without being told that KTC is available.
3. You have taken my passion and turned it against me. You have tried to make me an idiot rather than someone who cares deeply, more deeply than many of you ever will. I will no longer fight for this cause, because I no longer have confidence in KTC. I will leave that job up to all of you men who are apparently more passionate and better able to fight for a good cause because you fight to cure overall cancer (nicotine) while I fight only to cure breast (chewing) cancer.
4. From now on, I pledge to inform every smoker that I have the opportunity to speak with that personalized help is available on KTC (as long as you don't rock the boat too much). You want smokers, I will do my part to bring them to you.
5. Of course there was a hint at a particular smoker in part of my post. Everyone knows why she came here for her quit. Are we supposed to be pretending it was a secret?
6. I will not post on this page again. Post away on it. Criticize the hell out of me and my views on smokers coming to KTC. Have fun. This is no longer "KTC and ME, but instead "KTC Against ME." I have requested that Chewie change the title for me as I do not know how.
7. If there are errors in this, Fuck It. I'm not wasting my time editing on what is now YOUR page
8. Above all, as always, please stay quit.