Jaydisco's Intro

[GlennFtheKodiak]

But seriously: The fog will lift very soon. Took mine a couple weeks to disappear completely. The challenge of the quit, however, will not disappear. You're going to need to WANT this quit every day. Do you want it?

"Stay Sexy"?

I would normally be very compelled by that signoff, but your moniker is, after all, Jay Disco.

I have been feeling better the last day or two. Not on my A game, but you know when you drink past the buzz and you have that moment of clarity? Kind of like that.

I was glad to read that you were fat in one of your other posts - I'm already just over 2 bills and 2" shorter then you*. What am I looking at, another 10-15lbs? Nice, just toss that on there with the rest, I'll just go pick me up some elastic waist slacks until I can boot the oreos.

*the above comment refers to height only. this in no way is meant to refer to other standards of measurement (notice I didn't use the phase units of measurement)*

'disco

Yo Jay, your screename is gay. But I love your quit. You are taking this on head on, I love it.

Say my name FTK - I love the dirty talk. Only thing gay in this tread is the guy with bear dick in his mouth - which ain't no one!

Yeah biatch, that's what I'm talkin' about, son! 'dance'

[jaydisco]

But seriously: The fog will lift very soon. Took mine a couple weeks to disappear completely. The challenge of the quit, however, will not disappear. You're going to need to WANT this quit every day. Do you want it?

"Stay Sexy"?

I would normally be very compelled by that signoff, but your moniker is, after all, Jay Disco.

I have been feeling better the last day or two. Not on my A game, but you know when you drink past the buzz and you have that moment of clarity? Kind of like that.

I was glad to read that you were fat in one of your other posts - I'm already just over 2 bills and 2" shorter then you*. What am I looking at, another 10-15lbs? Nice, just toss that on there with the rest, I'll just go pick me up some elastic waist slacks until I can boot the oreos.

*the above comment refers to height only. this in no way is meant to refer to other standards of measurement (notice I didn't use the phase units of measurement)*

'disco

Yo Jay, your screename is gay. But I love your quit. You are taking this on head on, I love it.

Say my name FTK - I love the dirty talk. Only thing gay in this tread is the guy with bear dick in his mouth - which ain't no one!

[GlennFtheKodiak]

But seriously: The fog will lift very soon. Took mine a couple weeks to disappear completely. The challenge of the quit, however, will not disappear. You're going to need to WANT this quit every day. Do you want it?

"Stay Sexy"?

I would normally be very compelled by that signoff, but your moniker is, after all, Jay Disco.

I have been feeling better the last day or two. Not on my A game, but you know when you drink past the buzz and you have that moment of clarity? Kind of like that.

I was glad to read that you were fat in one of your other posts - I'm already just over 2 bills and 2" shorter then you*. What am I looking at, another 10-15lbs? Nice, just toss that on there with the rest, I'll just go pick me up some elastic waist slacks until I can boot the oreos.

*the above comment refers to height only. this in no way is meant to refer to other standards of measurement (notice I didn't use the phase units of measurement)*

'disco

Yo Jay, your screename is gay. But I love your quit. You are taking this on head on, I love it.

[DeanTheCoot]

1. Justin and Scott: Your quits are starting to look real good. Don't let me down.

2. Justin: I can't say how much weight you stand to gain. It's a simple equation...calories taken in versus calories burned. As for me, I've simply been taking in a lot more calories because food makes me feel better/my quit easier. But I think my next move is to lose 15. Then kill a prostitute.

Oh, and I appreciate the "shorter" propriety. But let it be known that my johnson is 18.5 mm, erect.

[LaQuitter]

Hey Justin, glad have you as a quit brother. And thanks for the support.

Scott

[jaydisco]

But seriously: The fog will lift very soon. Took mine a couple weeks to disappear completely. The challenge of the quit, however, will not disappear. You're going to need to WANT this quit every day. Do you want it?

"Stay Sexy"?

I would normally be very compelled by that signoff, but your moniker is, after all, Jay Disco.

I have been feeling better the last day or two. Not on my A game, but you know when you drink past the buzz and you have that moment of clarity? Kind of like that.

I was glad to read that you were fat in one of your other posts - I'm already just over 2 bills and 2" shorter then you*. What am I looking at, another 10-15lbs? Nice, just toss that on there with the rest, I'll just go pick me up some elastic waist slacks until I can boot the oreos.

*the above comment refers to height only. this in no way is meant to refer to other standards of measurement (notice I didn't use the phase units of measurement)*

'disco

[jaydisco]

Now their just messing with me. Day 9 has been good - easier then prior 8, but I was listing some extra printer ink I had on craigslist, and one of the "security" words that you have to type in to prove your not a robot was, get this, fucking: nicotine

Sometimes I feel like this is the Truman Show, and the rest of the world is watching, laughing at my plight!!!

On a lighter note, Smokey posted a great shot of Jessica Simpsons Rack in the August Thread. Doesn't take much to make me happy....

Quittin' is as Quittin Does

'disco

Are you serious...talk about a mind fuck

yeah, something wrong with that if you ask me.

[DeanTheCoot]

But seriously: The fog will lift very soon. Took mine a couple weeks to disappear completely. The challenge of the quit, however, will not disappear. You're going to need to WANT this quit every day. Do you want it?

"Stay Sexy"?

I would normally be very compelled by that signoff, but your moniker is, after all, Jay Disco.

[DeanTheCoot]

Day 4, I slowed my roll. Took a part day at the office to handle some personal things and ended up spending the afternoon with my wife - pretty mellow, but still couldn't shut the fuck up.

My wife is the same way, Justin. Mellow, but blah blah blah all the time.


;)

[cubs204]

Now their just messing with me. Day 9 has been good - easier then prior 8, but I was listing some extra printer ink I had on craigslist, and one of the "security" words that you have to type in to prove your not a robot was, get this, fucking: nicotine

Sometimes I feel like this is the Truman Show, and the rest of the world is watching, laughing at my plight!!!

On a lighter note, Smokey posted a great shot of Jessica Simpsons Rack in the August Thread. Doesn't take much to make me happy....

Quittin' is as Quittin Does

'disco

Are you serious...talk about a mind fuck

[jaydisco]

Now their just messing with me. Day 9 has been good - easier then prior 8, but I was listing some extra printer ink I had on craigslist, and one of the "security" words that you have to type in to prove your not a robot was, get this, fucking: nicotine

Sometimes I feel like this is the Truman Show, and the rest of the world is watching, laughing at my plight!!!

On a lighter note, Smokey posted a great shot of Jessica Simpsons Rack in the August Thread. Doesn't take much to make me happy....

Quittin' is as Quittin Does

'disco

[DanTheMan]

Pineapple cake and lasagna....mmmmmmmmmmm

Congratulations!!! Don't worry about being unproductive at work or spending too much time here - we're talking about saving your life aren't we???? Use the website to help your quit and to keep you quit. Post roll and take it seriously, this is huge!!!

[CopeFiend]

... because I was drinking - not the best move on my part, but I think I might have numbed the cravings at least until late-night. ...

Welcome brother!

I am still keeping Wrigley's in business, and I have 213 days of quit! I didn't chew gum my whole life until quitting Cope.

Sounds like you have a good start on your quit. You didn't mention your specific reasons for quitting (we know most of them), but sometimes it is good to write them down or tell folks. The clearer you are about the reasons behind your decision to quit, the easier it will be to stay the fuck quit when life throws you a curve ball.

I quoted one thing you said that I would caution you about. Be very very careful with alcohol during the first month or two. Avoid it if you can, or at least be around someone who will keep you accountable.

Post roll in your quit group early, keep your roll call promise to stay quit for the day, and come back the next morning to do the same. While you're at it, tell folks how you're doing in the forum and in chat.

[Ready]

Sounds like you are right on track. It gets better.

[jaydisco]

I'm 33, got a wife and 2 kids (boy 9, girl 8) and have dipped Kodiak for the last 15 years. I found you guys after my first day not stuffing that dogshit in my face. I was having trouble sleeping, much like tonight, and was fighting the urge to drive to the Hess...I am grateful I found this place.

I am onto Day 6 (Friday) and I feel like the past week has been a blur. Haven't got shit done at work, I have been eating for 2, and I ran a redlight yesterday - one with the traffic camera that snaps a pic of your plate - the first time in the two years I've been driving that route to work, and fuck if I noticed it. I am giving myself some leeway on things like "giving a fuck" for the next few days, then I have to get my self together.

The first day for me was tough because I was drinking - not the best move on my part, but I think I might have numbed the cravings at least until late-night. Fucking demons came at me from all sides. That's when I started googling oral cancer and fun shit like that to scare myself straight - low and behold I stumbled on this site.

Second day was surreal. I was up at 6:45, even though I was drinking the night before and didn't get to bed until well after 2, I snapped right up and into the shower. I was flying! for the next 48 hours, I experienced the "fog" as it's been described to me. I couldn't tell you what was happening from hour to hour, I found myself walking away from conversations with no idea what I was talking about, and had this "elevated feeling." Kind of an anxiety, without the fear of impending doom. Chewed almost 30 sticks of gum between day 2 and 3 - anyone know why they started putting mint gelatin specks in gum now? Was there a big demand from the tapioca crowd? I digress.

Day 4, I slowed my roll. Took a part day at the office to handle some personal things and ended up spending the afternoon with my wife - pretty mellow, but still couldn't shut the fuck up. I think it's nervous chatter, because I really don't have that much to say. I jammed down 2 pieces of pineapple cake on top of lasagna, and was back at the cupboard 3-4 more times before bed. Finally got some decent shut-eye, and then woke up to Day 5.

Day 5 (Thursday) - Still hasn't ended for me and it's 3:28am Friday. Today was pretty ok - weird fleeting sensations of needing to spit. I am sure it's because my mouth had been a barren wasteland for so long, and now I can actually muster saliva. I spent 2 hours this afternoon reading the forums here, and not getting a hell of a lot done. I will have to go in to the office this weekend to catchup - Happy Mother's Day.

Day 6 - like I said day 5 carried me right into day 6. I feel like I can collapse now so I 'll wrap this up. I am going to be dangerous on the road to work in 3 and a half hours. Probably going to run that fucking redlight again.

Thanks for all of the support
Stay Sexy, Stay Quit

Justin