It is going to suck...but the fog is a right of passage. Nobody's quit is for the asking...you gotta earn it.
The "try" and "hopefully" talk is bullshit. You're not trying and hoping...you're quitting, brother!!!
And here's how you're gonna do it...
Post roll every day,
Keep your word just for that day,
Repeat.
Don't think about tonight, you've already given us you word that you will not dip today...so if your word is worth anything, today is off the table. Don't worry about tomorrow or next week...they're not here yet.
Read EVERYTHING you can on this site...read the Kern family story. Read HOF speeches. If you even think about caving, reach out to someone on here. Post that you're struggling. We're here for you.
Stay strong and stay quit!!!