I've made my mind up. I'm getting up early to cook some bacon and eggs for the old lady, going to jump in the suburban and head on down the road to see my family. I talked to my dad tonight, it was his sister that passed away. He didn't ask me if I was coming but rather what te I would be there, then told me how him and my mom have been sick this week. With all of that said I just need to go and be with them. Depending on how the evening goes I might just stay down that way for the night and come home Sunday but we will see on that. I'm still strong and I can still take more... I might not be superman but I'll be damned if I stop trying!!