Similar story as you Nick.
Been on this site, but never as a member.
Just joined, on day 7.
Fog sucks, worse than I remember.
Can't focus, life sucks, can't see past it.
I'm coming out the other side now a bit, on day 7.
Concentration and motivation just coming back.
You'll start to see glimpses of light, which feel like freedom soaked in victory.
Hold on to those moments, and make more of them.
Be proud.
Order Smokey Mountain online asap. Can't find it by my house either, but had some Jake's Mint chew left over from a while ago that's getting it done.
Good luck and God Bless.