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[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Great message Claws. I too was a ninja dipper. Nothing lower. If I can give any advice, make sure you come clean with your wife on everything. How long you dipped, how you hid it, working with KTC...everything. Will help you get on solid moral footing with your family, and it will help with the strength of you quit.

Thanks, I totally came clean with my wife on Day 1. She is definitely being very supportive. She had no idea of the extent of my nicotine addiction. She never smokes or anything, but her family does.

[Mogul]

Great post Claws. I didn't hide mine either. Hell, my wife would go to the store and buy it for me if I asked her too. However, I can relate to picking up the broken pieces. Proud to be quit with you.

Mogul

[Dagranger]

42 DAY UPDATE

I am fucking committed to this quitting. Dipped 23 years and hid it from my wife and kids. Smoked too, whenever I was drinking with people. Would get caught and lie and say it was only a once in a while thing. Had perotidectomy surgery about 2 1/2 or 3 years ago to remove a tumor in my jaw. Non cancerous, the ENT doc said. Need to get everything rechecked and rescanned some point. I lied to him about dipping. I lied to my wife, acted like the tumor was a fluke, then was dipping again within 3 weeks after surgery. I was a total stupid shit and in denial, obviously. The scar on my right jaw and neck under my ear is highly noticeable and I can't believe I went back to dipping after that wake up call. I still can't feel the right side of my face fully because of the nerve damage from the surgery. Luckily it doesn't look too bad and when people ask me about the scar, I say "knife fight". So glad I am quit now, feeling much much better about myself and my wife and my kids. I actually think they like me better now that I'm quit, cause I'm not always sneaking off to the shitter. They thought I had severe stomach problems. I would've caved 100 times already in the past 42 days if it wasn't for this website. I do get pissed off and yell at people now, I never did that when I was dipping. I wouldn't fight with my wife or even yell at my kids, now I do. They don't seem to mind. They love me more, because I'm with them now. It's incredible. I've read a ton of the stuff on here and I am learning new things everyday about addiction and about how to beat this bitch. It is a bitch, but I am in total control right now and it feels fucking good. I will not go back to tobacco. Even though tons of family and friends use tobacco all the time, I will not partake with them. I feel bad for them. But I can only control myself and influence those younger than me, my kids especially. I want them to never touch tobacco, it is poison. Fuck that shit. My kids will be preached to. I need to tell them the truth about Daddy when they are ready to hear it. I feel sorry for all the other slaves out there, I'm glad I'm no longer one. I feel like a new man, even though I'm literally picking up broken pieces of my life all around me every day. Things I didn't notice I was breaking for 23 fucking years. I ignored shit, didn't care about stuff, neglected family...took everything for granted. I didn't value my own existence. I do now, I'm no longer a slave. I will never again for any reason touch that fucking shit.. FUCK THAT!!!!!!



Great message Claws. I too was a ninja dipper. Nothing lower. If I can give any advice, make sure you come clean with your wife on everything. How long you dipped, how you hid it, working with KTC...everything. Will help you get on solid moral footing with your family, and it will help with the strength of you quit.

[Scowick65]

42 DAY UPDATE

I am fucking committed to this quitting. Dipped 23 years and hid it from my wife and kids. Smoked too, whenever I was drinking with people. Would get caught and lie and say it was only a once in a while thing. Had perotidectomy surgery about 2 1/2 or 3 years ago to remove a tumor in my jaw. Non cancerous, the ENT doc said. Need to get everything rechecked and rescanned some point. I lied to him about dipping. I lied to my wife, acted like the tumor was a fluke, then was dipping again within 3 weeks after surgery. I was a total stupid shit and in denial, obviously. The scar on my right jaw and neck under my ear is highly noticeable and I can't believe I went back to dipping after that wake up call. I still can't feel the right side of my face fully because of the nerve damage from the surgery. Luckily it doesn't look too bad and when people ask me about the scar, I say "knife fight". So glad I am quit now, feeling much much better about myself and my wife and my kids. I actually think they like me better now that I'm quit, cause I'm not always sneaking off to the shitter. They thought I had severe stomach problems. I would've caved 100 times already in the past 42 days if it wasn't for this website. I do get pissed off and yell at people now, I never did that when I was dipping. I wouldn't fight with my wife or even yell at my kids, now I do. They don't seem to mind. They love me more, because I'm with them now. It's incredible. I've read a ton of the stuff on here and I am learning new things everyday about addiction and about how to beat this bitch. It is a bitch, but I am in total control right now and it feels fucking good. I will not go back to tobacco. Even though tons of family and friends use tobacco all the time, I will not partake with them. I feel bad for them. But I can only control myself and influence those younger than me, my kids especially. I want them to never touch tobacco, it is poison. Fuck that shit. My kids will be preached to. I need to tell them the truth about Daddy when they are ready to hear it. I feel sorry for all the other slaves out there, I'm glad I'm no longer one. I feel like a new man, even though I'm literally picking up broken pieces of my life all around me every day. Things I didn't notice I was breaking for 23 fucking years. I ignored shit, didn't care about stuff, neglected family...took everything for granted. I didn't value my own existence. I do now, I'm no longer a slave. I will never again for any reason touch that fucking shit.. FUCK THAT!!!!!!

Love it claws,

I was never a ninja so my sons saw me dip all along and they saw what it was like for me to quit (and the hell I went through).

and has been said, bring your anger to the site and get it out. Its great the wife understands, as they can be the biggest supporter for you, but remember not to go overboard.

I dipped for 23 years as well, and just remember you are feeling great today but the rollercoaster has not completed its early ride, do not get too high as the floor may fall out, so just be ready to fight.

And hell with that avatar, I will lend you a more solid suit of armor...( 'crackup' )

Quitting with you today, +1

i like your attitude.

[SirDerek]

42 DAY UPDATE

I am fucking committed to this quitting. Dipped 23 years and hid it from my wife and kids. Smoked too, whenever I was drinking with people. Would get caught and lie and say it was only a once in a while thing. Had perotidectomy surgery about 2 1/2 or 3 years ago to remove a tumor in my jaw. Non cancerous, the ENT doc said. Need to get everything rechecked and rescanned some point. I lied to him about dipping. I lied to my wife, acted like the tumor was a fluke, then was dipping again within 3 weeks after surgery. I was a total stupid shit and in denial, obviously. The scar on my right jaw and neck under my ear is highly noticeable and I can't believe I went back to dipping after that wake up call. I still can't feel the right side of my face fully because of the nerve damage from the surgery. Luckily it doesn't look too bad and when people ask me about the scar, I say "knife fight". So glad I am quit now, feeling much much better about myself and my wife and my kids. I actually think they like me better now that I'm quit, cause I'm not always sneaking off to the shitter. They thought I had severe stomach problems. I would've caved 100 times already in the past 42 days if it wasn't for this website. I do get pissed off and yell at people now, I never did that when I was dipping. I wouldn't fight with my wife or even yell at my kids, now I do. They don't seem to mind. They love me more, because I'm with them now. It's incredible. I've read a ton of the stuff on here and I am learning new things everyday about addiction and about how to beat this bitch. It is a bitch, but I am in total control right now and it feels fucking good. I will not go back to tobacco. Even though tons of family and friends use tobacco all the time, I will not partake with them. I feel bad for them. But I can only control myself and influence those younger than me, my kids especially. I want them to never touch tobacco, it is poison. Fuck that shit. My kids will be preached to. I need to tell them the truth about Daddy when they are ready to hear it. I feel sorry for all the other slaves out there, I'm glad I'm no longer one. I feel like a new man, even though I'm literally picking up broken pieces of my life all around me every day. Things I didn't notice I was breaking for 23 fucking years. I ignored shit, didn't care about stuff, neglected family...took everything for granted. I didn't value my own existence. I do now, I'm no longer a slave. I will never again for any reason touch that fucking shit.. FUCK THAT!!!!!!

Love it claws,

I was never a ninja so my sons saw me dip all along and they saw what it was like for me to quit (and the hell I went through).

and has been said, bring your anger to the site and get it out. Its great the wife understands, as they can be the biggest supporter for you, but remember not to go overboard.

I dipped for 23 years as well, and just remember you are feeling great today but the rollercoaster has not completed its early ride, do not get too high as the floor may fall out, so just be ready to fight.

And hell with that avatar, I will lend you a more solid suit of armor...( 'crackup' )

Quitting with you today, +1

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

42 DAY UPDATE

I am fucking committed to this quitting. Dipped 23 years and hid it from my wife and kids. Smoked too, whenever I was drinking with people. Would get caught and lie and say it was only a once in a while thing. Had perotidectomy surgery about 2 1/2 or 3 years ago to remove a tumor in my jaw. Non cancerous, the ENT doc said. Need to get everything rechecked and rescanned some point. I lied to him about dipping. I lied to my wife, acted like the tumor was a fluke, then was dipping again within 3 weeks after surgery. I was a total stupid shit and in denial, obviously. The scar on my right jaw and neck under my ear is highly noticeable and I can't believe I went back to dipping after that wake up call. I still can't feel the right side of my face fully because of the nerve damage from the surgery. Luckily it doesn't look too bad and when people ask me about the scar, I say "knife fight". So glad I am quit now, feeling much much better about myself and my wife and my kids. I actually think they like me better now that I'm quit, cause I'm not always sneaking off to the shitter. They thought I had severe stomach problems. I would've caved 100 times already in the past 42 days if it wasn't for this website. I do get pissed off and yell at people now, I never did that when I was dipping. I wouldn't fight with my wife or even yell at my kids, now I do. They don't seem to mind. They love me more, because I'm with them now. It's incredible. I've read a ton of the stuff on here and I am learning new things everyday about addiction and about how to beat this bitch. It is a bitch, but I am in total control right now and it feels fucking good. I will not go back to tobacco. Even though tons of family and friends use tobacco all the time, I will not partake with them. I feel bad for them. But I can only control myself and influence those younger than me, my kids especially. I want them to never touch tobacco, it is poison. Fuck that shit. My kids will be preached to. I need to tell them the truth about Daddy when they are ready to hear it. I feel sorry for all the other slaves out there, I'm glad I'm no longer one. I feel like a new man, even though I'm literally picking up broken pieces of my life all around me every day. Things I didn't notice I was breaking for 23 fucking years. I ignored shit, didn't care about stuff, neglected family...took everything for granted. I didn't value my own existence. I do now, I'm no longer a slave. I will never again for any reason touch that fucking shit.. FUCK THAT!!!!!!

[Pinched]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now.   I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days?  Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

Thank you for the advice. These are too spicy for my ass though. I will be nic free the rest of today!!

The promised land awaits those that kick ass. You, my friend, are kicking ass right now. You will be that much stronger tomorrow for having kicked nicotine's ass today.

3 weeks is some great quittin bro! This is exactly what you got to do... get on here and vent. Use your tools. You need to focus on one thing and that is being quit. It is so important right now... it has to be your #1 priority. It is the only way. You have to go thru this period of pain. Remember this and don't ever forget, because you don't want to do it again. It gets better with time, but only if you stay quit  fight thru the mind games, the aches and pains, and the temptation. Rome was not built in a day  you can't fix the damage you've done to your body in 3 weeks. You can do it! You got to earn your freedom back but it is worth it! I am QLF with you all day long!

Thanks guys. Got through it good. Feeling much better now. The ability to vent and te encouragement is big time helpful. I love this place. Total life saver! Im 100% committed to my quit.

You have received advice from three kick ass quitters that I would follow into battle any day so I have nothing to add. I can confirm that the tools from this site are very helpful.

Want to vent - hop in chat shoot out a text or vent in your intro like you did
Want o laugh - browse the Wildcard section
Want to embrace and cherish you quit - read the stories and HOF Speeches

Keep on quitting, tomorrow is coming so you can do it all over again brother!

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now.   I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days?  Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

Thank you for the advice. These are too spicy for my ass though. I will be nic free the rest of today!!

The promised land awaits those that kick ass. You, my friend, are kicking ass right now. You will be that much stronger tomorrow for having kicked nicotine's ass today.

3 weeks is some great quittin bro! This is exactly what you got to do... get on here and vent. Use your tools. You need to focus on one thing and that is being quit. It is so important right now... it has to be your #1 priority. It is the only way. You have to go thru this period of pain. Remember this and don't ever forget, because you don't want to do it again. It gets better with time, but only if you stay quit  fight thru the mind games, the aches and pains, and the temptation. Rome was not built in a day  you can't fix the damage you've done to your body in 3 weeks. You can do it! You got to earn your freedom back but it is worth it! I am QLF with you all day long!

Thanks guys. Got through it good. Feeling much better now. The ability to vent and te encouragement is big time helpful. I love this place. Total life saver! Im 100% committed to my quit.

[Derk40]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now.   I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days?  Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

Thank you for the advice. These are too spicy for my ass though. I will be nic free the rest of today!!

The promised land awaits those that kick ass. You, my friend, are kicking ass right now. You will be that much stronger tomorrow for having kicked nicotine's ass today.

3 weeks is some great quittin bro! This is exactly what you got to do... get on here and vent. Use your tools. You need to focus on one thing and that is being quit. It is so important right now... it has to be your #1 priority. It is the only way. You have to go thru this period of pain. Remember this and don't ever forget, because you don't want to do it again. It gets better with time, but only if you stay quit  fight thru the mind games, the aches and pains, and the temptation. Rome was not built in a day  you can't fix the damage you've done to your body in 3 weeks. You can do it! You got to earn your freedom back but it is worth it! I am QLF with you all day long!

[CaliforniaSlim]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now.   I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days?  Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

Thank you for the advice. These are too spicy for my ass though. I will be nic free the rest of today!!

The promised land awaits those that kick ass. You, my friend, are kicking ass right now. You will be that much stronger tomorrow for having kicked nicotine's ass today.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now.  I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days?  Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

Thank you for the advice. These are too spicy for my ass though. I will be nic free the rest of today!!

[Mthomas3824]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now. I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days? Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

Funky Monkey!

Glad your fighting today. Only today's battle is all that matters. Stay on course, 21 days isn't long. 100 days gives you enough experience to know the good, bad and the ugly of quitting and recovering.

In the meantime, put some of those seeds up your ass. It will take your mind off the cravings. 'winker'

Stay the course.

[Scowick65]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now. I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days? Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

That a boy. You just made me proud. No matter the pain you are willing to jump through to earn freedom back!

You are a quitter.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Update 3 weeks into my quit

I'm not the most eloquent sob on the planet but I sure am glad I found the website. I guarandamtee I'd have a dip in right now. I'm sitting in my fuckin car waiting to go into this horrible networking event that is gonna go until 730. Normally I'd pack a small side or upper and just coast through these stupid ass events. Fuckin a. I'm in my car pounding jalapeño hot salsa sunflower seeds and sipping dr diet pepper. I'd normally have a dip in and not have a care in the world. Now I just care about quitting. My legs don't feel right, my head my lips my face my fuckin eyes. Everything is off right now. I know it's a massive craving. That's all it is. It's all mental right? At this point? 21 days? Wtf???

Anyway sorry to vent. I'll be fine. Wish it was all lollipops and rainbows like it is for some mofos.

Anywho fuk off an thanks for listening.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Haha. Good stuff. Im pounding the seeds lately. They are giving me gas, which I don't mind at all. I love farting. But I hate sharting. I'm in constant danger of a shart right now. I'd love to shit a wicker basket. I don't mind though. Small price to pay for better health. I'll post here when I have my first normal shit. It's going to be a great day when it finally happens!! I'll refrain from posting pics here, but hopefully you can use your imagination!!!

Keep on not dipping! Feels good and different.