KTC Community,
First of all, thanks for taking the time to read my intro. I feel this support system might just be what I need to make this a long-term life-changing decision.
I am 32 years old, active duty military, and dipping tobacco has been a part of my life since I was about 16. Messed around with it off and on during high school, and then it god a bit out of control once I went to college. Backed off a little over the past year or so, but as of yesterday I was still going through a tin every other day.
My wife and I had a baby girl in March. I cannot look at her anymore with the knowledge that I am making the conscious choice to continue something that will very likely kill me someday. I want to be around for her as long as possible. I know everyone says quit for yourself, and for nobody else... but this isn't just about me anymore. My wife has asked me to quit since we began dating in 2011; I owe to myself, and my family, to be done with this once and for all.
I've had several previous semi-successes with quitting thanks to deployments onboard ships where i physically couldn't get my hands on any dip. I'd deploy with 3-4 rolls of Kodiak/Grizzly/Skoal and once it was gone, it was gone. Usually that would earn me 2-3 months of being nicotine free upon return home... but it never stuck. I associate dipping with nearly all my activities; driving in my truck and watching football while drinking beer on Sundays are the worst for me. I am going to try and abstain from alcohol, or at the very least, cut back my consumption as I know damn well it's a trigger for me. For all I know the damage has already been done and I've already got the early stages of oral cancer; I hope to God that is not the case, and I just hope I am not too late in finally taking the ultimate step in the right direction.
Good luck to everyone else out there.