McCallaway - GREAT DECISION!!! The bad news is that your body will "freak out." You have been poisoning your body for so long that it has grown to expect it. You take that away cold turkey and it is going to throw a fit. It is called going through "the fog" or "the suck"...and many other names.
But here's the good news...embrace the Suck!!! Nobody gets free of the Nic Bitch for the asking. You have to earn it. Nobody can do it for you. It doesn't matter who you are, how much money you have, who your daddy knows, etc. It is just you and the Nic Bitch...toe to toe. No excuses, no bullshit. You will either control your addiction, or you won't. There is no grey area.
But click around in the Quit Groups...not just your group, but a few different months and years. Look at all of those names. And just think, every last one of those bad-asses once were right where you are right now. Pretty cool, huh? And, each one of them are here posting roll everyday and living free. REALLY COOL, huh?!!!
So, you shouldn't want the Suck to be easy. Really take note of how shitty you feel. White-knuckle, nervous, no sleep, constipated, figitty, headache...bring it, I say. And promise yourself that you will NEVER go through this again. Turn the tables on the Nic Bitch...embrace the suck. It is the feeling of your recovery.
If you need help, just ask. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
