day 3
Hey Michael!
I too began dipping around the age of 12, but I'm now 48 and have been quit 35 days. Don't do what I did. You have the chance to quit now and I would love to help you. The 18 rule is retarded. I'm sure there is a very good reason for it but you need to quit now, not when you turn 18.
Anyway, reach out to me if you need help in anyway.
Day 3 is tough but hang in there, it will get better. Take one minute at a time, breath deep, drink water and get some exercise.
You can do this! I only wish I had when I was 17.