Welcome to the quit - I'm an ex-dipper for 30 years on day 172 of being free. Love the freedom. You have made a great first step. Suck it up, post and keep your word. NEVER can you go back. NEVER can you dip again, NOT even 1 time. It will pull you back.
Remember - You are a QUITTER now. So quit strong, stay focused and never return to the nic bitch.