Just a note of introduction as I begin the journey toward freedom from the shit. I'm married, have a couple of unbelieveably great kids, an envigorating job, and an awesome life. I've been married for going on 8 years now, and so have stealthed THE ENTIRE TIME. I'm pretty damn good at it, but my luck is running out. I've tried to quit probably 10 times in my life and have had two sustained quits, so gotta figure out how to make this different. As I go through day 3 of the suckiness right now, I'm thinking this time will be different because 1) I'm going to use this site for support and 2) I know that dipping wasn't just a habit, it's an addiction and I KNOW (the cliche) that I can't just dip once here or there. It's all or nothing.
I'm quitting for me; first because I hate the habit and hate being a slave to anything. Second, because when I do get caught by wife wife and kids it is going to prove to them that I'm a liar. And third, I love my life too much to die young.
Here I go...