Elro -
GREAT decision and glad you're here. You've taken the first step, let us help you with the rest. How to quit...
Post roll first thing everyday. Give your word that you will not put any nicotine in your body today. Then keep your word. Don't think about tomorrow, next week, next month or anything else. Nobody knows what the future may bring. We'll worry about that when it gets here. Just focus on the only thing your can control...what you're doing right now.
That is how quitting is done...one day at a time.
Yes, it will be tough. Anything worth doing is. Pills and patches are for pussies. We're a bunch of tough mother-fuckers who are serious about kicking the Nic Bitch's ass every day. Embrace the suck...the torture is the feeling of recovery. Welcome it. Remember it. And live free.
Everybody on here has felt what you're feeling. That is kinda cool...in a sick way. There are no short-cuts, nobody can quit for you.
Read everything you can on this site. Read the Kern family story. Read the contract. Exchange numbers with fellow quitters. Come up with a plan now for when you are really hanging on by a thread (hint - it won't be on Day 1). What are you going to do? Excercise, seeds, mints and staying glued to this site are what I suggest.