Alrighty then... this is better. Howdy boys! Sorry about last night, I was in bed on an ipad and very tired. Hard to get thoughts out in that conditions. I'm at work now, just plowing through the morning... taking time out to come here and check in. Get serious. I pretty much read everything last night, now I'm ready to rock.
Grizz, hope you're in my quit group then, I'm moving onto fiding that today. My last dip was yesterday morning... :D
Hey Syndrome... 'Finger' Naw, I can understand... I wasn't very intellengent last night. Super tired. Make no mistake, this is very for real. The sore throat was more or less a mechinisim that kicked off something that's been needing to be done for 30 years. My kids are 10 and 13. My wife is beautiful and wants to kiss me without dipcheck. My whole extended family has battles with addiction of all kinds, and I've seen some nasty results.
Bottom line is I'm a slave to a can of shit, that some rich guys market and have to constantly find new kids to sign up because the can of shit I'm a slave to is killing me too. Since 15 fawk'n years old, its all I know. I quit drinking so I know what its like to be sober, so I'm thinking... why not find out what being off nicotine is like? Maybe it kicks ass. Maybe I'll go for that pilots license i've always wanted. Maybe I'll finally shoot better and FINALLY get into the upper half of an open USPSA match. Maybe I'll plow my wife twice in one night again. 'boob'
So yeah, I'm kinda freak'n serous guys. This is no joke.
Thanks Cbird, and WT... I've NEVER seriously tried to quit. Just haven't. Too chicken? Didnt care? I dunno... All I know is I'm a little over 24 hours now and doing good. A craving pisses me off and I jab back by not giving in. I cant let it win this time.
Okay, I'm off to get my other duties done. Thanks for the words, and like it or not, You're all going to see a lot more of me around here. 'na na' 'Crazy'