I'm done playing this game. I've been dipping for about 6 years, and I'm over it. I want to do this for myself. I've played the stop and restart game many times and I've tried programs to ween myself off. It's been 16 hours since I promised that I won't dip today. I plan on making the same promise tomorrow. I don't know how I stumbled on this site, but I'm glad I did. I was up late last night and couldn't stop reading through the website. I don't expect it to be easy, but it will be worth it.
I'm done being weak, it's time. I QUIT!
Edit: A little back story from me. I'm a Marine Corps Combat Veteran, Career firefighter, Father, Husband, and Biker. I'm also a quitter now. I'm motivated right now, which I'm sure will change at times. Today is day one and I'm going strong. Already checked into March 2016 roll call. A lot of the guys at the firehouse chew which won't make this journey easier. My previous attempts at quitting weren't successful because I didn't want to. I wasn't doing it for me. More to come later.
