Day 1 is coming to a close, nicotine free. It wasn't easy, especially being at the firehouse where there's quite a few chew addicts. I'm proud of myself so far. I'm feeling antsy and a little jittery. I've had chewing gum, sunflower seeds, or cough drops in my mouth most of the day. All my tins were thrown out last night along with the spit bottles. I haven't told my wife, or really anyone outside of the firehouse yet. Yall are it for me. I want to make some headway before I spread the news, at least a week into it. I've stopped dipping before, but started up shortly later, I've tried bacc-off, only to deviate from the program and go back to my full flavor Grizzly Wintergreen Longcut. Anyway, I want to do this for myself. My wife wants me to as well, but I don't want that to distract this momentum I have going. I'm pretty scatter-brained right now, which doesn't help my adult adhd haha. That about sums up my feelings at this point. Still motivated. Let's do it again tomorrow.