Glad you found yourself at KTC! Here we make a daily pledge not to use nicotine in any form by way of Posting Roll. Go over to the Welcome Center and familiarize yourself with this site. Everything might seem Greek at first with all the acronyms and such, but embrace it all and drink the kool-aid because it works! We are all addicts to nicotine-- the sooner you realize you are one the better.
Sounds like your reasons for caving, or giving up on your quit, is out of sheer boredom and because your family is not there for you to keep you accountable. Let me tell you there is not one reason to put that crap in your mouth. Trust me- You will thank yourself later. That thought of "My word is golden" at the end of the day is a better buzz than that neurotoxin could ever be.
So.. Post roll and honor your word. You are apart of the April 2015 Pre-Hall of Fame Apes. Read, read, and read some more, and don't be shy! This site changes and saves lives, but you get out of it what you put in. I will be looking for you on Roll Call. PM me if you need any help.