I started dipping at the age of 16. I used to get grizzly wintergreen. It was cheap and got the job done. I would dip before practice, in class, at swim meets, out in public, and everywhere I felt necessary. A few days after my 17th birthday my Mom ran into me walking around town with a lip in. She told me to get my ass home and told me, a smart straight A student Athlete, that I was giving my life to something that wouldn't help me in any way. I made a million excuses that it helped me on finals and sleep and finally realized through arguing that she was helping me. She took my stash (2 logs and 70 used cans) and cried at the sight of it. I quit that day in july and didn't even think about it the rest of the summer except the whole week after I quit. I relapsed my junior year in the beginning of September due to my friends. I got another man into it and I feel like quitting is the best option but at the same time i want to do it lightly. I need some help here