Hello All,
My name is Randy, and I will no longer use ANY form of Nicotine..
I'm 37, in Law Enforcement, and a member of the National Guard. (Basically I have 2 jobs where everyone around me dips. ) I tried "shadowing" this site before. I guess I was too embarassed to post. I joined in 2011, never posted, just read along with a group, but managed to keep the bitch off of me for almost a year. I was just fooling myself. I did everything wrong. I used the patch for several weeks, would smoke an occasional cig when I had a couple of beers, to the point when I was never 72 hours without some nic in my system. As soon as I had some stress in my life, around a year ago, i fell right off the wagon and started chewing again.
Now that I've done it the wrong way - this time I'm going to do it the right way -
No Cheating - no smokes - no patches - no gum - if I have to go without beer for a few weeks, or avoid my buddies who smoke/dip, fuck em. And I will post roll here every day.
Things I've learned - The first few days isnt the hardest - because your ready for it, you know its going to suck. The really hard thing is the monster crave that comes out of nowhere after your a long time into your quit.
My plan this time is to have a few tins of smokey mountain strategically hidden - office/ car/ patrol car/ etc. to deal with the surprise crave later in my quit.
Anyway - looking forward to taking this journey with all of you. And remember - What do you call the guy who graduated last in his class in medical school? "Doctor". Same thing here. I want the whole team to be with me 100 days from now, the people (like myself) who probably may need some remedial help, there with the people who breezed through it. Take care - Randy