Quit on Monday

[Marcusaurelius]

Day 9 - Im with ya bro... I dont ever wanna relive those first three days, and anyone who caves will eventually try again...dumb fucks!!!

[eric71]

Day 268:

Get a message from a quit brother asking me how I've been and if all is well. That is the kind of support we find here. That is why we emphasize the need to get digits, contacts, names, etc.

All is fucking rosy here, just busy as fuck with life and new adventures now that nicotine is not in the way. Way more time to concentrate on the real, tangible relationships and events that make life worthwhile.

My quit is black and white. All this bullshit I've seen lately about supposed "quitters" having regret and caving...Are you fucking kidding me? You want to cave? It must not have been that bad getting past the first 3 days. For me, that was fucking brutal, hence the tagline of my story. I refuse to go back to a time of my life that sorely needed a wake up call. Just like night and day fellas, your quit HAS to be BLACK AND WHITE!

Man up, grab your sack to see if you still have the balls to quit and stay that way. If you do, I want to fucking hear it.

Who is with me?

[CleanFuel]

Day 240:

I just as recently as Monday night had a fake chew.  Long story short, it was a stressful day that culminated in a high stress, lengthy meeting with clients.  After the meeting I had an unbelievable crave.  I have always kept some fake for these moments.  Is it a huge victory that I didn't cave?  No, I think at this point I should be further along.  Is it a victory at all that I didn't?  Sure, any day and any situation that I used to have cancer in my body that I don't now is a victory.  These are all tools we use to keep us quit.  Every day does not have to be a gold medal day.  It just has to be a day where we get up, compete and give our best and stay true to our goal.  As long as we are doing that and can look ourselves in the mirror at the end of the day, I think we are good.

QLAFM

Nice work brother I always keep some fake just for that exact reason and anytime you beat back the crave can and should be a victory!

I know what you mean about thinking your further along and that should not be as bad but remember how long you were a slave to the can....... 240 days is awesome but not when compared to how long you were nic's bitch.

I say keep doing what your doing and never worry about using the fake stuff your still in mind retrainfromnotusingnicotene mode!

Quit on Quiter!

Nice post. I've never used fake at all. Just wanted to get away from the whole deal, but I believe every quit is different. This is a good illustration of that.

I agree with you 100%. No nicotine = winning. That is the bottom line, and the tools used to get there should not be criticized. Glad to be quit with you today.

Nice bud, use the tools we learned here. Been in very similar situations and have turned to the same result as you.

Proud of you my quit brother. All hail an October 12 madmen

Whatever it takes brother.....NICE JOB!

[SirDerek]

Day 240:

I just as recently as Monday night had a fake chew.  Long story short, it was a stressful day that culminated in a high stress, lengthy meeting with clients.  After the meeting I had an unbelievable crave.  I have always kept some fake for these moments.  Is it a huge victory that I didn't cave?  No, I think at this point I should be further along.  Is it a victory at all that I didn't?  Sure, any day and any situation that I used to have cancer in my body that I don't now is a victory.  These are all tools we use to keep us quit.  Every day does not have to be a gold medal day.  It just has to be a day where we get up, compete and give our best and stay true to our goal.  As long as we are doing that and can look ourselves in the mirror at the end of the day, I think we are good.

QLAFM

Nice work brother I always keep some fake just for that exact reason and anytime you beat back the crave can and should be a victory!

I know what you mean about thinking your further along and that should not be as bad but remember how long you were a slave to the can....... 240 days is awesome but not when compared to how long you were nic's bitch.

I say keep doing what your doing and never worry about using the fake stuff your still in mind retrainfromnotusingnicotene mode!

Quit on Quiter!

Nice post. I've never used fake at all. Just wanted to get away from the whole deal, but I believe every quit is different. This is a good illustration of that.

I agree with you 100%. No nicotine = winning. That is the bottom line, and the tools used to get there should not be criticized. Glad to be quit with you today.

Nice bud, use the tools we learned here. Been in very similar situations and have turned to the same result as you.

Proud of you my quit brother. All hail an October 12 madmen

[Radman]

Day 240:

I just as recently as Monday night had a fake chew.  Long story short, it was a stressful day that culminated in a high stress, lengthy meeting with clients.  After the meeting I had an unbelievable crave.  I have always kept some fake for these moments.  Is it a huge victory that I didn't cave?  No, I think at this point I should be further along.  Is it a victory at all that I didn't?  Sure, any day and any situation that I used to have cancer in my body that I don't now is a victory.  These are all tools we use to keep us quit.  Every day does not have to be a gold medal day.  It just has to be a day where we get up, compete and give our best and stay true to our goal.  As long as we are doing that and can look ourselves in the mirror at the end of the day, I think we are good.

QLAFM

Nice work brother I always keep some fake just for that exact reason and anytime you beat back the crave can and should be a victory!

I know what you mean about thinking your further along and that should not be as bad but remember how long you were a slave to the can....... 240 days is awesome but not when compared to how long you were nic's bitch.

I say keep doing what your doing and never worry about using the fake stuff your still in mind retrainfromnotusingnicotene mode!

Quit on Quiter!

Nice post. I've never used fake at all. Just wanted to get away from the whole deal, but I believe every quit is different. This is a good illustration of that.

I agree with you 100%. No nicotine = winning. That is the bottom line, and the tools used to get there should not be criticized. Glad to be quit with you today.

[Grizzly25]

Day 240:

I just as recently as Monday night had a fake chew. Long story short, it was a stressful day that culminated in a high stress, lengthy meeting with clients. After the meeting I had an unbelievable crave. I have always kept some fake for these moments. Is it a huge victory that I didn't cave? No, I think at this point I should be further along. Is it a victory at all that I didn't? Sure, any day and any situation that I used to have cancer in my body that I don't now is a victory. These are all tools we use to keep us quit. Every day does not have to be a gold medal day. It just has to be a day where we get up, compete and give our best and stay true to our goal. As long as we are doing that and can look ourselves in the mirror at the end of the day, I think we are good.

QLAFM

Nice work brother I always keep some fake just for that exact reason and anytime you beat back the crave can and should be a victory!

I know what you mean about thinking your further along and that should not be as bad but remember how long you were a slave to the can....... 240 days is awesome but not when compared to how long you were nic's bitch.

I say keep doing what your doing and never worry about using the fake stuff your still in mind retrainfromnotusingnicotene mode!

Quit on Quiter!

[eric71]

Day 240:

I just as recently as Monday night had a fake chew. Long story short, it was a stressful day that culminated in a high stress, lengthy meeting with clients. After the meeting I had an unbelievable crave. I have always kept some fake for these moments. Is it a huge victory that I didn't cave? No, I think at this point I should be further along. Is it a victory at all that I didn't? Sure, any day and any situation that I used to have cancer in my body that I don't now is a victory. These are all tools we use to keep us quit. Every day does not have to be a gold medal day. It just has to be a day where we get up, compete and give our best and stay true to our goal. As long as we are doing that and can look ourselves in the mirror at the end of the day, I think we are good.

QLAFM

[redtrain14]

That is some great reflection right there Eric. Thanks for posting it up and congrats on 200!

[eric71]

Day 200:

To say the last hundred days went fast would be an understatement. Numerous events in my life all contributed to it flying by ever so quickly. To compound that, the holidays and Christmas season are always frantic times at our house. To be here today, at day 200 quit, and to have gone through the holidays, I can honestly say that the best time to be quit is during that time of year. There is so much to see, do, and be part of. How much did I miss in years past when I would disconnect and go to the can and spitter. What a fucking waste of some of the most precious moments in life. How many times in the past did I choose an addiction over family and friends.

New quitters and veterans alike, we cannot become complacent in our quits. We cannot allow all the luster and shine to wear off. We cannot take for granted these new memories we have the opportunity to create with family and friends because we are not chained to nicotine. We have to take up our badge of quit everyday, be ever mindful of the lies, deception, and false highs it would give us. Do we have to dwell upon it, absolutely not. Just don't forget where you came from.

I am proud to be a member of this community and hope that we grow in numbers like the population of China. It would mean that the awareness and knowledge of the death nicotine brings is being heard and that we are leading the charge.

Happy Fucking Quit Day to you all!

QLAFM

[mich 34]

Day 193:

What a rush of a holiday season.  Time flew by between end of the year work deadlines, training and certifications, family and extended family gatherings, and then a funeral.  I know this is a quit site and the topic usually centers on that but I would like to take a moment to honor the soul of a remarkable and simple lady, my grandmother.

Born today, January 4, 1921 and born into eternal life yesterday, January 3, 2013.  A child born into poverty, dropped out of school to work at a factory to support an ill mother and her siblings.  The youngest of 5 children, she maintained that role and honored her family until she met my grandfather.  A man of similar circumstances, he dropped out of school at the age of 9 to manually haul steel for a company he would dedicate 56 years of his life to.  She met him and they wed in 1944.  They raised 4 daughters, put them all through college on an income of one.  She taught them how to be ladies, how to honor your husband and family, and, above all, how to remain faithful and diligent to your faith.  She remained steadfast and strong through trials and tribulations.  She influenced me more than I ever let her know.  Together they touched the lives of a community for 63 years until he passed into eternity.  She missed him every day and longed for the day they would reunite and continue to see their legacy play out.  Well, on December 30, 2012, he came calling again and asked for her hand.  She obliged and, knowing she had given us all the tools we needed, passed from this world into her home and into the hearts and minds of us she leaves here.  Helen Rose Steinbrener, you are one amazing lady.  Your spirit and love of family and life will stick with me for as long as I live.  As long as you and grandpa are looking down on me, I pray you guide me in the path of right, inspire me in the ways of old, and ease my anxieties about the future.  I love you.

Very nice tribute. I can tell that the world lost some goodness, but not much because their blood and goodness flow through your veins. Love your heritage and honor the name you were blessed to have. Your Grandparents look upon you and know you are ready, willing and will not tire or fail to carry the family torch honorably. I feel like I know you better from understanding your Grandparents.

I think this post is very appropriate because my quit is stronger from reading. I know that I want to be honorable and stand up for good. Quitting nicotine is good and we can pass that on to our children.

Quit with you yesterday, today and for life Eric.

Well said Eric, she sounds like a phenomenal woman of character and virtue. Prayers for the family and for your grandmother who now rests with her eternal Father. God bless.

Very nice tribute brother very sorry for your loss.

Eric - I'm sorry for your loss too, it sounds like you've lost a hell of a lady and teacher.

[Grizzly25]

Day 193:

What a rush of a holiday season.  Time flew by between end of the year work deadlines, training and certifications, family and extended family gatherings, and then a funeral.  I know this is a quit site and the topic usually centers on that but I would like to take a moment to honor the soul of a remarkable and simple lady, my grandmother.

Born today, January 4, 1921 and born into eternal life yesterday, January 3, 2013.  A child born into poverty, dropped out of school to work at a factory to support an ill mother and her siblings.  The youngest of 5 children, she maintained that role and honored her family until she met my grandfather.  A man of similar circumstances, he dropped out of school at the age of 9 to manually haul steel for a company he would dedicate 56 years of his life to.  She met him and they wed in 1944.  They raised 4 daughters, put them all through college on an income of one.  She taught them how to be ladies, how to honor your husband and family, and, above all, how to remain faithful and diligent to your faith.  She remained steadfast and strong through trials and tribulations.  She influenced me more than I ever let her know.  Together they touched the lives of a community for 63 years until he passed into eternity.  She missed him every day and longed for the day they would reunite and continue to see their legacy play out.  Well, on December 30, 2012, he came calling again and asked for her hand.  She obliged and, knowing she had given us all the tools we needed, passed from this world into her home and into the hearts and minds of us she leaves here.  Helen Rose Steinbrener, you are one amazing lady.  Your spirit and love of family and life will stick with me for as long as I live.  As long as you and grandpa are looking down on me, I pray you guide me in the path of right, inspire me in the ways of old, and ease my anxieties about the future.  I love you.

Very nice tribute. I can tell that the world lost some goodness, but not much because their blood and goodness flow through your veins. Love your heritage and honor the name you were blessed to have. Your Grandparents look upon you and know you are ready, willing and will not tire or fail to carry the family torch honorably. I feel like I know you better from understanding your Grandparents.

I think this post is very appropriate because my quit is stronger from reading. I know that I want to be honorable and stand up for good. Quitting nicotine is good and we can pass that on to our children.

Quit with you yesterday, today and for life Eric.

Well said Eric, she sounds like a phenomenal woman of character and virtue. Prayers for the family and for your grandmother who now rests with her eternal Father. God bless.

Very nice tribute brother very sorry for your loss.

[TSNUS]

Day 193:

What a rush of a holiday season.  Time flew by between end of the year work deadlines, training and certifications, family and extended family gatherings, and then a funeral.  I know this is a quit site and the topic usually centers on that but I would like to take a moment to honor the soul of a remarkable and simple lady, my grandmother.

Born today, January 4, 1921 and born into eternal life yesterday, January 3, 2013.  A child born into poverty, dropped out of school to work at a factory to support an ill mother and her siblings.  The youngest of 5 children, she maintained that role and honored her family until she met my grandfather.  A man of similar circumstances, he dropped out of school at the age of 9 to manually haul steel for a company he would dedicate 56 years of his life to.  She met him and they wed in 1944.  They raised 4 daughters, put them all through college on an income of one.  She taught them how to be ladies, how to honor your husband and family, and, above all, how to remain faithful and diligent to your faith.  She remained steadfast and strong through trials and tribulations.  She influenced me more than I ever let her know.  Together they touched the lives of a community for 63 years until he passed into eternity.  She missed him every day and longed for the day they would reunite and continue to see their legacy play out.  Well, on December 30, 2012, he came calling again and asked for her hand.  She obliged and, knowing she had given us all the tools we needed, passed from this world into her home and into the hearts and minds of us she leaves here.  Helen Rose Steinbrener, you are one amazing lady.  Your spirit and love of family and life will stick with me for as long as I live.  As long as you and grandpa are looking down on me, I pray you guide me in the path of right, inspire me in the ways of old, and ease my anxieties about the future.  I love you.

Very nice tribute. I can tell that the world lost some goodness, but not much because their blood and goodness flow through your veins. Love your heritage and honor the name you were blessed to have. Your Grandparents look upon you and know you are ready, willing and will not tire or fail to carry the family torch honorably. I feel like I know you better from understanding your Grandparents.

I think this post is very appropriate because my quit is stronger from reading. I know that I want to be honorable and stand up for good. Quitting nicotine is good and we can pass that on to our children.

Quit with you yesterday, today and for life Eric.

Well said Eric, she sounds like a phenomenal woman of character and virtue. Prayers for the family and for your grandmother who now rests with her eternal Father. God bless.

[Mthomas3824]

Day 193:

What a rush of a holiday season. Time flew by between end of the year work deadlines, training and certifications, family and extended family gatherings, and then a funeral. I know this is a quit site and the topic usually centers on that but I would like to take a moment to honor the soul of a remarkable and simple lady, my grandmother.

Born today, January 4, 1921 and born into eternal life yesterday, January 3, 2013. A child born into poverty, dropped out of school to work at a factory to support an ill mother and her siblings. The youngest of 5 children, she maintained that role and honored her family until she met my grandfather. A man of similar circumstances, he dropped out of school at the age of 9 to manually haul steel for a company he would dedicate 56 years of his life to. She met him and they wed in 1944. They raised 4 daughters, put them all through college on an income of one. She taught them how to be ladies, how to honor your husband and family, and, above all, how to remain faithful and diligent to your faith. She remained steadfast and strong through trials and tribulations. She influenced me more than I ever let her know. Together they touched the lives of a community for 63 years until he passed into eternity. She missed him every day and longed for the day they would reunite and continue to see their legacy play out. Well, on December 30, 2012, he came calling again and asked for her hand. She obliged and, knowing she had given us all the tools we needed, passed from this world into her home and into the hearts and minds of us she leaves here. Helen Rose Steinbrener, you are one amazing lady. Your spirit and love of family and life will stick with me for as long as I live. As long as you and grandpa are looking down on me, I pray you guide me in the path of right, inspire me in the ways of old, and ease my anxieties about the future. I love you.

Very nice tribute. I can tell that the world lost some goodness, but not much because their blood and goodness flow through your veins. Love your heritage and honor the name you were blessed to have. Your Grandparents look upon you and know you are ready, willing and will not tire or fail to carry the family torch honorably. I feel like I know you better from understanding your Grandparents.

I think this post is very appropriate because my quit is stronger from reading. I know that I want to be honorable and stand up for good. Quitting nicotine is good and we can pass that on to our children.

Quit with you yesterday, today and for life Eric.

[eric71]

Day 193:

What a rush of a holiday season. Time flew by between end of the year work deadlines, training and certifications, family and extended family gatherings, and then a funeral. I know this is a quit site and the topic usually centers on that but I would like to take a moment to honor the soul of a remarkable and simple lady, my grandmother.

Born today, January 4, 1921 and born into eternal life yesterday, January 3, 2013. A child born into poverty, dropped out of school to work at a factory to support an ill mother and her siblings. The youngest of 5 children, she maintained that role and honored her family until she met my grandfather. A man of similar circumstances, he dropped out of school at the age of 9 to manually haul steel for a company he would dedicate 56 years of his life to. She met him and they wed in 1944. They raised 4 daughters, put them all through college on an income of one. She taught them how to be ladies, how to honor your husband and family, and, above all, how to remain faithful and diligent to your faith. She remained steadfast and strong through trials and tribulations. She influenced me more than I ever let her know. Together they touched the lives of a community for 63 years until he passed into eternity. She missed him every day and longed for the day they would reunite and continue to see their legacy play out. Well, on December 30, 2012, he came calling again and asked for her hand. She obliged and, knowing she had given us all the tools we needed, passed from this world into her home and into the hearts and minds of us she leaves here. Helen Rose Steinbrener, you are one amazing lady. Your spirit and love of family and life will stick with me for as long as I live. As long as you and grandpa are looking down on me, I pray you guide me in the path of right, inspire me in the ways of old, and ease my anxieties about the future. I love you.

[eric71]

Day 181:

Got a Christmas card from Camel yesterday. Just laughed my ass off and shredded it into the garbage. I did read it to see what new marketing ploys they've come up with to entice addicts to keep using though. What I found was quite alarming I must say. They actually knew I hadn't bought in months and we welcoming me with all these special offers. I guess I never thought they tracked their customers that close. That feels like a greater conspiracy theory than the whole end of the world thing. I mean really, think about this, we live in a population of millions and they are able to identify me and know when I last purchased one of their products. Looks like it's gonna be cash from now on for all purchases. Big brother can trace someone else. I guess the price of convenience is your privacy and preferences.

Alarmed, Armed, and QUIT!