I don't know if this is the place to put this but I figured its as good as any. If there is a better place, mayber somebody could let me know.Â
'help' this is day 2 for me. Thanks to everyone with their encouraging words. I have to be honest though. This is harder than I thought.Â
   Does anyone remember that MegaDeath song with the lyrics "Icy fingers Claw My Back" kinda feel like that right now. My every thought is consumed with getting a chew, how good it would be.
   on the other hand, I sure as hell don't want to go through this again, its amazing how the justification attempts my head is making. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up in 3 days when it was all over. On a positive note, my last chew was at around 10 a.m. yesterday, Boy did I sleep good last night. Woke up and felt rested and felt really good....until the nic fits started up a little while ago.
Nate
Hang in there Nate. It will get better it will take a few more days The fog will roll in and you will be in a stupor but quit. Whatever you do don't let the Nic Bitch convince you a dip will help. The nicotine will be out of your system in anther day or so then it will all be a mind game. Be strong you can win this battle.
Be resillant man, everyone, and I mean everyone on here, went through the same thing. As mark said, it will get easier. just hang in there and know if you go back you will be a failure and a loser. those days are over.
Welcome Nate. I'm from Colorado too. I just realized that in September, 1987 (22 years ago), I became dependent on the nic bitch. I'm 46 days quit right now, and moving forward w/ you. You can, and will, get past this. Don't fall for the lies she tells you! Don't look at the new panties she's wearing! She is, and always will be, a B-I-T-C-H!
Stay on this site. Read, post, vent, whatever you need. Just get through the first 72 hours, then you're nic free. You'll work through the fog, maybe work through some rage, but in the end, you'll be stronger, and you'll be quit! Get some numbers from your quit group, or pm me for mine. You can do this!