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[ssever122]

Congrats on 68 days. Quit One Day At A Time. Anyone can do anything for one day. Quit today, then wake up tomorrow and do it again.

Thanks bro and welcome to the club!

[MonsterMedic]

Congrats on 68 days. Quit One Day At A Time. Anyone can do anything for one day. Quit today, then wake up tomorrow and do it again.

[ssever122]

day 68 is in the books. Let my guard down for a minute the other night and got really tempted while riding around on the deer lease. Needless to say I re-stocked my supply of smokey mountain just in case! Hang tough gents! It ain't over yet!!

[srans]

Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!

Love to see you doing it- nice job! Reaching back out and helping others with your experience is only gonna help more too- you'll get back twice what you give. Your a no-bull quitter too so you have a lot to give. Keep it all going I'm proud of you! 50 is great enjoy it- and 51 is even better!

Really glad to see this. Nice! :)

[brettlees]

Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!

Love to see you doing it- nice job! Reaching back out and helping others with your experience is only gonna help more too- you'll get back twice what you give. Your a no-bull quitter too so you have a lot to give. Keep it all going I'm proud of you! 50 is great enjoy it- and 51 is even better!

[ssever122]

Well today was day 50! Hell yeah!!! Half way to the hall of fame! It's good to be quit with y'all today! BTW for anybody looking through these to find out if relief is in your future. Small craves are still around when I drink but other than that it's pretty easy sailing these days. My buddies have completely resumed their habits in front of me and it no longer makes me chew a whole in my jaw. If you are reading this and you are anywhere before day 50 keep calm and keep kickin ass. It gets way easier!!

[ssever122]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!

Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?

I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P

Dream, temporary madness
Dream, a walk in the wilderness
Dream, unconscious recreation

Dip dreams suck, but keep in mind they are simply that...just a dream. You have the dream, don't let the dream have you.

I dreamt I sharted myself at work today. Wait...that really did happen.

Anyway, don't let this stupid dream get to you. Just the nic biatch messing with you, pimp slap the ho.

Quit on...

right on guys!

[Diesel2112]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!

Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?

I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P

Dream, temporary madness
Dream, a walk in the wilderness
Dream, unconscious recreation

Dip dreams suck, but keep in mind they are simply that...just a dream. You have the dream, don't let the dream have you.

I dreamt I sharted myself at work today. Wait...that really did happen.

Anyway, don't let this stupid dream get to you. Just the nic biatch messing with you, pimp slap the ho.

Quit on...

[rdad]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!

Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?

I have only had a half assed one that I barely remembered. It put me in a little funk tho. Nothing as vivid as yours. That was intense. I have a boring desk job. Thus my boring dreams. :P

[ssever122]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!

Thanks rdad! Did you have throwed off dreams too?

[rdad]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

You are without a doubt going the right way ssever! Keep going!

[ssever122]

Well day 33 is here and about gone. I've had craves but they don't really get to me anymore. I'm getting fat from all the extra food I've been eating lol. I' ve had a few dip dreams. My most vivid was a dream where I dreamt I was working at a fire and the roof came in on us. I was able to get my crew out in time, but then when I got outside it was as if I'd been inside by myself(would never happen). My chauffeur was standing there and was just watching me smolder and offered to help me bunker down. I of course told him to get fucked(when you're that hot you will burn wherever you get touched). Then my rook was sitting next to me and I sent him to the truck for my snuff. He came back, and I took the fattest most juicy pinch you could ever imagine. I could truly taste the wintergreen! I immediately awoke sweating from head to toe (with my little boys feet on my face no less). I truly felt convinced that I had been dipping again for a while. I was so pissed that I let a bad day fuck up my quit. I searched the house to be sure I didn't have anything and kinda to prove to myself it was a dream. I never would have thought these dreams would be so vivid...but it just tells me that I'm going the right way even more!
BTW: I never ever dream and remember it.

The next day was just like every other though. I posted roll and kept my word.

[ssever122]

ssever, I'm digging this quit.  Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me.  From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character.  I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week.  Quit hard, stay quit brother.

What this ^^ guy said! Good quit going on here; don't fuck it up. 26 days means you should have zero problem staying quit, but there is a roller coaster ride in front of you still. Keep your mindset in the right place like it has been, and keep doing what got you here. I will QLF with you every day.

thanks man will do!

[B-loMatt]

ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.

What this ^^ guy said! Good quit going on here; don't fuck it up. 26 days means you should have zero problem staying quit, but there is a roller coaster ride in front of you still. Keep your mindset in the right place like it has been, and keep doing what got you here. I will QLF with you every day.

[ssever122]

ssever, I'm digging this quit. Of all the stories / threads I've followed, this one runs the full gambit for me. From cocky, defensive, addict-talking S.O.B. to the badass non-pussy, no back-down attitude, and to the humble and grateful quitter this quit had shown me a lot about one's character. I'll quit with guys like you any day of the week. Quit hard, stay quit brother.

Thanks boss man! You're right about running a gambit. This bitch has made me feel a touch manic a few times, and man it's sure been hard to stomach that something I used to enjoy could make me look like such a little bitch. I've always prided myself on having a strong set of values and one of those values was to be no ones fool. Well I sure messed that one up with this dipping thing lol. Another thing is I've never been a fan...well hell I've always hated asking for help.. But I gotta say I'm really proud I did cause I probably could have made it on my own but it sure would have been tough. With that said, I'm proud to stay quit with you and all the other quitters today, sir!