Dear Shur79,
Get yourself in front of a mirror, alone. Get to fucking talking to yourself. You're the one who will suffer from all kinds of very painful cancers. This happens to everyone eventually.
Do you want to be that guy? The guy who is lying on his death bed saying, "man, I sure wished I had quit using nicotine back in 2012".
Don't be that guy, you're better than that! 'bang head'
Find a mirror, talk to the real you and tell the nic bitch 'Finger'
If you put 1/2 the energy of dipping into being quit, posting roll, keeping your word then you will be the man you really are.
Now, stop being a pussy and quit already! Don't think about those pussy patches or the geriatric gum, do it cold turkey with all the MEN here at KTC!
If I can, I know that YOU CAN kick the CAN!!!!! 'bang head'