Hello all.
My name is Scott. I'm 27. Nicotine has controlled me since my sister bought me a pack of cigars when I was 18. I started off smoking those and then cigarettes and then about 7 years ago I switched to snuff to quit smoking. Since then, I've barely gone a day without.
I've tried to quit several times recently. I've barely made it to the 18 hour mark when twice I've ran out in the middle of the night to the 24 hour circle k to buy me a can.
I'm having my LAST dip, right now. I don't have any more. I will never buy another can.
I'm posting on this forum because while I realize I am quitting for me, I cannot quit without support (my family is no support, they think "weaning off" is the better way to quit and buy me cans of snuff just so I will have some around when I'm having a really bad craving.. so they will not know I am quitting this time).
I hope to find support here. This endeavor is going to take my blood, guts, sweat, and tears. This endeavor not only will save, but is, my life.
One step at a time. After I spit this out.. my goal is 12AM. My goal after that will be 12PM. Then 12 AM again. One day at a time.
Desperately in need of support,
-Scott