A few days is nothing! What is really helping me is reading the June 2010 quit group's roll call. Unless there is secret cavers those cats have been at it for 5 years! Shit i want my 5 year HOF thing to be here tomorrow because this is something I am not giving up.
I met a girl who used to be real into me, we dated a few times and one day came real close to @#*!$! the !@#!). I asked her what happened back then and why she decided not to do it and she said she could smell my breath from the driveway. Think about that for your motivation. If you can't get laid because your breath stinks so bad she can smell it across the yard (figuratively i hope!) it is definitely time to make a change.
I think about my life through high school and college. I had horrible oral hygiene and chewed on top of it. I always worked out and played sports but since my freshman year i went from 200lbs to 320lbs. Yeah some of it was college stress..some of it was not having a job and sitting around all day feeling sorry for myself. But a HUGE HUGE HUGEEE part of it was that i was sitting on my ass, driving around in my truck chewing the tobacco that was slowly killing me making me that much more god damn unattractive each and every single @!#!%day of my life, rather than doing something about it.
Now I look back and think to myself how much different my life could have been if i had not started chewing. I'd at least have a good sexual memory to think back too with fondness! 'Crazy' Since I quit I have put on 8lbs. But i am ok with it because since I have quit, i have majorly increased my water consumption, I have started taking things more seriously like blood pressure medicine, brushing my teeth, eating 3 meals and 2 mini meals to keep my body fueled, and I have also learned to be more honest with the ones I love most.
My friends... think about all you can stand to lose and what potential you wont achieve with this shit slowly killing you! My doctor's words haunt me to this day. The reason I am so gassy, and bloated, and sore, and foggy and "fill in the blank" is because my body was dead and my mind was slowly going with it. Think about that for 1 fucking minute... the 8 years I was chewing tobacco my body was dead! Not literally obviously or I wouldn't be here writing this....but dead...
Dead meaning you need nicotine to shit, you need nicotine to think, you need nicotine to ease your stomach after a big meal, you need nicotine to drive to and from work, you need to nicotine before and after fucking your wife or girlfriend or neighbor for all i know... Christ do you want to be told what to do in the car, or what to do while making love, or what to do before and after meals? FUCK NO!
Whose with me! DAMN THE MAN! DOWN WITH THE MACHINE!