Day 71.....
Quit going well, I have gotten past numerous triggers that I have always had chew and nicotene help me get thru without going completely off the deep end!
Tomorrow is no different it will be the first somewhat long trip I have taken without chew.......
To say I am nervous would be an understatement!
I am worried I will want to cave durring the 7 hour drive, or the fact that one of the guys going will be chewing the whole way and well he is not a true fan of quiting!!!!!
I feel great about how far I have come and there is really no way I want to go back to being a slave to the can.
I will text or post on my groups page that I will be quit but unfortunately will not be able to post from where we are going to be.
I believe this will be my toughest test to date of my quit and I firmly believe that my resolve and determination will win this upcomming battle......
This probably sounds funny to some but hey this is my thoughts and well they are what they are.
Grizz, you have helped me so much, now it's my turn. You don't need my help because you already got this. You are going to post roll and enjoy your trip.
I think you're worried about the test. I don't blame you but from my vantage point and as my mentor...I think it is going to be fun to be free. You are ready for this test. You might go through some triggers, after all we're addicts. You won't be going through withdrawals!
No buzz is worth giving up your freedom. No buzz is worth poisoning your mind and body. Your friend doesn't realize that yet...you do. No disrespect to your friend but 100% disrespect for his habit.
Pm the shit out of me. Keep your phone with you. If you need me, I'm happy to be by my phone and ride along with you. He can have his spit bottle, you can have your phone.
You are going to have a great time!