Kicker,
Take the bait as my brothers before me have suggested. Invest yourself in this fully, for you can only quit for yourself. You will come across hard times but the rewards in the long haul will greatly outweigh the difficulties that you have.
Should you run into trouble, you can feel free to PM myself or any of the brothers here, and we will gladly do what we can to help, give you our advice and such.
If you are ever in a bind, you can ask for numbers, or near the top right of the page there is the Live Chat link, click that and register again (the login info is separate from the forum) and there's usually brothers in there to vent to.