I'll stop at Christmas, as a New Year's resolution, on my birthday, when I move into my new place. I've said these every year just as most of you have, each instance ending exactly as the previous promise had: In failure. I have tried to quit multiple times, the first of which was bet from my college roommate which I won (the prize for not dipping for a week was a log of dip). The second was for a relationship that had gotten quite serious (ended, dip on). There have been a few other failed quitscursions (made that word up btw) since I started dipping eight years ago. And as I type this I sit in day three of my most recent and unique quit. Unique because there is a different hue in the haze surrounding my head. As I sit here today I am not placing nicotine on the back burner for a friendly wager or catering to a loved-one's preference. I sit in my rage today for myself. For me. For ole numbero uno. And it hurts so good people...I found killthecan.org four years ago when my ex wanted me to quit, and I have used it in every failed attempt at taking my life back. However, I have never used this website as an active member of the quit community. Today I change that but like I said, this is'nt my old quit. This is day three of my final quit. :FUGators:
-Brody
